La Rosa

Chapter 15: My one true love.

As much as I keep fighting it I think I do love her. I had to tell her even if she won't remember it and I don't even know if this feeling is love.

It's like I want every second to be with her. Or hearing her voice. Even if it's her threatening to kill me.

I cant tell if I want to kiss her till she cant breathe or if I want her to stab me so the last thing I see is her.

I've never felt this way about someone and it's weird. So I left. For three days to be exact. 80 hours 34 minutes and 23 seconds but who's counting.

It's selfish for me to leave I know but I feel like if I stayed I would hurt her more.

But luckily for me I've been dealing with a fucking waitress that made me look like I kissed her. I've slept with her before but that was before La Rosa. Anything before her didnt matter to me.

I wish I could say that to her but to be honest I've been selfish with her. I don't want her to leave me.

I've been putting all my fucked up emotions out on the waitress though. Stupid bitch had it coming.

Also apparently the whole reason this happened was because of Marianna's father. He set me up. I'm killing that motherfucker.

I'm feeling a lot recently. Anger, a little bit sad, love, and most of being confused. I can't understand these emotions. I don't know how to deal with them.

If things could go back to the way they were I would like that very much. But then I wouldn't have La Rosa and currently having her is more important than any fucking emotion.

She's the most best but worst thing that has happened to me.

I need to tell someone my side of the story or I'm gonna go insane.

I didn't cheat. I was just telling whatever the fuck the waitress's name was to back the fuck off and she talking crazy. Like for example she was the best thing for me, she's not she makes minimum wage and dresses and acts like a homeless person, who was actually the best thing for me was right outside out the door and the fucking waitress took advantage of that. She kissed me. I pushed her off me right when she did it. I think she got a concussion but I didn't care and I was gonna tell La Rosa what happened but she was gone.

Oh and I'm also gonna kill Alessandro for giving her alcohol in the first place.

Lots of bodies to bury.

I need to keep busy because if I think about her even a little I'll want to go back and I won't hurt her again. So I need to stay.

Isn't the best thing for couples time? I don't know how to do this.

Okay I'm going to see her. I'm already on the way before my brain could even process I should go.

The heart and the brain really need to start working together.

I pull up to the house and I hop out of the car and almost forget to put the car in park.

Right when I get out the car something feels off I just can't tell what it is.

But just the feeling makes me run inside and I look everywhere and when I find her I run up to her and hug her.

"Are you okay? Anything wrong?" I ask and she pushes me off her. Respectfully.

"So now you wanna know if I'm okay now that you already left me in this house alone," She yells and I don't understand if she's still mad at me or that I left her. I thought it was a good thing.

"There we guards and plus I thought it was a good idea to give you alone time." I say. I don't know how to do this dating thing if itsn't obvious.

"Really? The guards, you know what fuck you Dominic." She yells and then suddenly there was a big bang. At first I thought I was hallucinating but when La Rosa turned her head and said, "Was that a gun shot?" She's looks scared which who wouldn't be.

I'm scared for her.

"Get behind me La Rosa." She doesn't even think twice. I don't know if she knows how far I'd go to protect her.

Another gunshot goes off. I hear yelling but I don't move I hold my gun and hold the love of my life.

It's quiet. I wait 5 minutes and decide to go out making sure La Rosa is behind me but also not to far to where she can get grabbed.

We make it to the bottom floor and right when I make the first step I hear ringing and then soon after La Rosa's screams.

I try my hardest to move but I can't. And then she gets taken from me like it was nothing.

Just gone.

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Hey guys I'm really bad at writing shooting scenes because I know nothing about guns but I tried my best.

This chapter is a little short but the last two were pretty long so I feel like it wasn't bad.

Anyways Until next time.....