Enemies?

Dear Diary...

Dear Diary:

How can you get someone out of your head?

I can't stop thinking about him, and even though I haven't talked to him enough yet, I know I want to be with him.

I hope we can be together forever. But the fact is that I don't know if he feels the same about me. He's always been ignoring me, going with his other friends who I hate most but he's a different case.

Despite the fact that he is a being made of seriousness, I can't help but feel attracted to him. Maybe it's because it reminds me of something from the past... But anyway, I just want to tell you this dear Diary: I will look forward to the moment when we can be together. Maybe that day will never come but I highly doubt it. I would do anything for him but surely he wouldn't do anything for me. He may not even like it, he may not even believe that love is something that comes with him but... I could change his mind.

Now that I read what I have written, I think it sounds a bit cliché. Surely he would say I'm a dreamy fool and would ignore me. But I will continue dreaming of him until the end of my days.When we met, he was going through a rough time. He was newly independent and still did not know how to act in a world of independent countries. I tried to be his friend and listen to him whenever he needed to talk, and our friendship was one of the best I had.

But all that ended. I was about to confess my feelings for him but his lust for power clouded his vision. And my most faithful companion passed to one of my worst enemies. I swore I would never fall for his traps, or his charm, until now. In some impressive way, we're talking again and even though he's uncomfortable around me, at least he's trying.

By the time I realized that I had fallen into their traps once more, it was too late. He had already taken my heart and I wasn't going to let him go easily. I don't care if I have to cross more than a thousand oceans or fight endless battles against him, even if my brain thinks otherwise, my heart will never agree with it.

He has the power to make me feel more special and loved in the world, just with a smile or a touch. And even though I know I'm not the only one in his life, he gives me the feeling that I am. No matter how many bad things we have done to each other, I will always be there for him, because my heart tells me so. When we're apart, even for just a few hours, I feel incomplete. I need to be with him to be happy and fill that void inside me. No matter how difficult our future together may be, I will never let go.

I have made the mistake of trusting him before and I have been disappointed, but this time is different. I feel that this time things will be different...

(Nothing better than upload a very short chapter and then dissapear between books and math problems)