JENSOO

How could you?

Jisoo's POV:

How could you do this to me?
How could you ruin me like this?
How could you do this after everything I did for you?
How could you?

I'm slowly withering day by day, reminiscing on all the time we spent together trying to figure out where I went wrong. Was it something I did? The way I acted? Was I just not enough? Was our love even real?

How could you leave me like this?
How could you hurt me this way?
How could you take my already damaged heart and break it further?
How could you?

In a time where I needed you most, you left me.

For him.

All those years we spent together, all those memories we made, all useless now.

How could I not notice you pulling away from me?
How could I not see you were becoming more closed off?
How could I not notice the way you stopped loving me?
How could I?

Nothing could've have prepared me for the way you broke me. And to make matters worse you left me to pick up the pieces for myself.

What's worse than finding out the only person you'll ever love has betrayed you so cruelly?

I blame you for my pain. I blame him. I blame the universe. But most of all I blame myself. I wasn't enough for you. I tried to take care of you and failed. I failed to fulfil your needs. I didn't do enough for you to stay.

I'm sorry.

In the end, maybe it's the cruel fate of nature. Maybe it's better this way.

I'm dying my love and by the time you see this I will be on my last breath. It's the reason I have looked so tired and weak. But how would you know? You never noticed the way I was deteriorating in front of your eyes because I never let you. I tried to make you happy and stick by your side for as long as I could. But even that, I failed.

I'm dying my love.
I'm dying as a failure.
I'm dying a lonely pitiful death, but you don't know that.

How could you, when I never told you?
How could you, when you never cared to ask?
How could you now that you're happily living with him?
How could you?

LMFAOOO. That was sad. Sad times for Jisoo here. Jennie done her dirty 😔. Felt like to put this out there bc i read a Jensoo angst but there was no part 2. I did not reread over any of this bc cba and i never do. Have fun reading this shit. It is rubbish fr.