It is easier to hate

2|

*2 years later*

I come back to the red room and a few hours later I am already on my next missions.
It's the life I always wanted. But somehow it doesn't feel like this life anymore.

always killing someone is easy but after killing so many people I questing myself if this is the right thing.

This mission was the mission that made my mind turn. I was forced to kill 2 young widows,
because they tried to sneak into Drejkovs office.

My life goal was always to be the best window in the red room, but now I want to escape.
I am the only one that isn't mind controlled. All the new ones get it automatically but for some reason I woke up last night and was free.
I felt something raining down on my face. Something like dust, but I couldn't see it.

I look at a black board and see that I should go to Drejkov.

*few hours later*

I finally get out of his damn office. I don't know if he knew something or the mission is just so important but he told me 2 hours how I should complete my mission.
I promised him I would, but I know that this is my chance.

When I arrive I start making a plan. I would kill some people, than get my chip (with this the Red room can track your location) and hide myself for a few years. Simple plan, hard to enforce.

I start with stabbing someone. And the everyone around got in panic.

„I am sorry."
I say to the dead body and start to run.

Short after some man with eye patch stands in my way.

„Please get out off the way! Otherwise I also need to kill you"

He gets a gun

„I can defeat myself, but thank you"

I get into a fight with him. I almost kill him when a car crashes me against a wall.

„2 against one? That's not fair!"
I say and stand up. Short after my eyes get dark and I feel that I fall.

When I wake up I am in a strange room. When I try to get out of the bed I feel that my feet's are tied up on the bed. I look down and also see something else:
Someone bandaged all my wounds, even the ones, I got from Drejkov himself.

A few minutes later a strange red head enters the room.

„you're awake"

„And you are who?"

„The Question everybody wants to know is: who are you?"
I sight. She can't even tell me what her name was but wanted me to tell her mine? Freak.

She gets away the Tieds and hands me a glass with water.

„I am Natasha romanoff"

I almost let Fall the glass when I hear it.
Natasha Romanoff, I know here. She also was in the Red Room.

She is the only widow that escaped. Every single one of us got tortured for it,even though I barely knew her.

I feel my anger of her trough my whole body. Instead of freeing everyone she just was a Scaredy-cat and leaved everyone. Even her sister needed to escape all by herself. What a disgusting person!

„Are you okey?"

„Yea, I just decided that I am going to go now"

„Haha no you will not. I will lead you to the others"

„What others?"
I ask but she already steps out of the room.

I walk behind her when we enter another room.

Like she acted like I expected some kind of impression thing but no.

When I get in the Room It was just a room full with idiots. I roll my eyes. This will be fun.

Red head goes to her place and sits down while everyone starred at my like I am a flying gold fish.

„She is just a kid!"
A man says. He has muscles and blond hair. Let me bet, he is the leader.

„And? She killed someone"
A smaller man says. With his glasses and dark brown hair he looks like a nerd.

„How old are you kid?"
Another man says in an annoyed tone. Why are here just man's? Oh right! It's the loser room.

„16 grandpa"
Fucking loser, calls me kid. I bet I could kill him in seconds.

„Are you good or evil? And where did you learned all those things?"

The red head speaks  again. She is the only woman here. She keeps staring directly in my eyes.

„I didn't wanted to kill him, I had no other choice."
I answer. I Ignore the second question.

„She is telling the truth"
I look around until I see a second girl.

She Musters me from up to down.
I smile when I see her face, its Wanda

„She is good"
She says and sits down.

„Okey maybe it is like that. But that doesn't mean that she didn't killed someone! And especially not that she should join the Avengers!"
The Avengers? Do they really think I want to join there club or whatever this is?

„Hold on. I don't want to join your stupid wannabe hero club!"
They all look at me. Some look angry some look surprised.

„What do you mean? Why else are you here than?"
I look in the round. Everyone except red head seem like there really surprised. Red head just keeps looking at me, following every single move from mine.

„I brought her"
The old man with the eyecap enter again. It feels like now is a main moment for him. Just some music and it would be the perfect entrance in a movie.

„Yes he did. And he will also get me out of here. I don't care if you put me in a cell or let me go but just get me out of here."

„not so fast. You have talent"

„What?!"
The blond one says.

„Captain.."
Ha knew it

„... she has talent! Maybe she killed someone but we also do this. Give her a second chance and just trust me"

Uhm hello? I don't want a chance I want to go! Well at least the „captain" doesn't like me so I will go now.

„Fine, Fury"

Asshole. He looks at me again. I can see in his eyes that he doesn't like me.

„You can stay with us. You will train with us and if you have any problems you will come to us. Don't make any mistakes. Maybe you can join some missions in the future."

Wow. I am so lucky. Sike...

„Natasha will guide you around"

„Hell nah! Not this jelly fish from woman!"

She laughs and gets up.

„it will be a pleasure"
She says and graps my arm. She pulls me out of the room. After we walked a few steps she pushes me against a wall.

„You will not act like some trouble maker or something. I don't want to hear anything from you, do you understand?"

I roll my eyes and push her away. What a freak.

She gets next to me again and grabs my arm again. Like I am some sort of prisoner.

„Besides your insults are terrible"