It is easier to hate

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Y/n/ pov:

*a few hours later*

When I walk downstairs I see Natasha in the kitchen. She is talking with Clint, this time without pointing shoes. I smile a bit, when she sees me.

„What do you want?"

„What, I mean I want nothing"

„Then get the fuck out of here"

Why is Natasha always so rude to me?
But why do I care so much?
Clint tries to make her calm down

„Nat stop it. Why are you so rude?"

„I am not! She is just an annoying little brat!"

For some reason this hit me deeply. I apologise and start walking away. Even though emotions where never allowed, I still have them. Honestly I would prefere if I wouldn't.

Natasha's pov:

Y/n leaves and Clint still tries to calm me down.
I look after her walking away. Was this to rude?

„Natasha, what the hell?"

I look at him again and try to change the subject.

„Don't change the topic! Why are you so rude to her? I know you don't like new people but she's just a child!"

„Yea sorry"

„Why are you so rude? Because of the mission?"

„What do you mean?"

„Well she was a big help but she still messed up the team work part"

Even though I also said to her she had failed the mission, it was obviously a lie, I feel how I get angry.

„y/n made this mission perfect. If she doesn't like team work than it's not a problem, I also don't like it!"

Clint looks at me surprised and than starts smiling.

„You like her don't you?"

„What? No I don't"

„Yes you do! Your blushing Natasha!!! Hahahah i always knew it!"
Somehow I couldn't stop blushing so I press my face in a pillow while Clint still laughs.

„I mean she's hot"

I smack the pillow in his face.

„Shut up. But yes she is. But she's also in a relationship"
I say trying to get myself back in the ground of reality.

„with who?"

„Wanda"
For some reason Clint start laughing again. I smack the pillow again in his face.

„That's not funny!"

„It is."
He takes my hands into his and continues laughing.

„Natasha, Y/n and Wanda are basically siblings"

„What?"

„You're suche a dumb noodle"
Now I need to laugh to.

Y/n isn't in a relationship! But that also means I was mean to her without a reason...

I need to apologise to her.

*later*

I knock on her door and prepare myself.

Is my hair ok? Do I look ok?

The door opens and Wanda stands there.

„Hey"
I exhale.