2 Alphas but 1 Assassin (Werewolf AU & Norray)

Chapter 9: Pity

Ray's pov:
We all woke up the next day and hanged out for a bit before everyone left. After they left I did more research on Krone but it didn't get me far. Over the next few days I was questioning myself about my friends if they were faking staying with me. For one who would want to stay friends with a secret assassin? And two I literally killed my boyfriend's uncle yet he still claims to love me. So I ended up being a bit more distant and still kept going with my missions. I know that they've noticed this and I have a feeling that a certain someone will come over. I sighed to myself while being deep in my thoughts so I decided to go to the library and get some books. I put on gray sweatpants and a black shirt and a jean jacket then grab my keys and wallet before leaving my house and going into my car. I was driving casually down the road and parked at the library. I had my hands in my pockets and went inside, I checked out a couple of mechanic and fantasy books then went home to find my door unlocked. I got out of my car and quickly transformed into my Alpha form and sneaked inside. I heard someone walking out of the kitchen so I charged at them and tackled them to the ground about to set them on fire till I heard him yell.
"Ah! Babe it's me! No need to set me on fire!" Norman yelled while being terrified
I got off of him and sighed while hitting Norman's head after he got up.
"Ray! Learn to be nice!" Norman yelled while rubbing his head
"Says the albino who lockpicked the door and stayed in my house making me think you were a intruder. You're lucky Norman because you would be dead by now." I said folding my arms and detransforming
"I came to see if you were ok but you were gone so I was looking for you and then you tackled me." Norman said with a sweet smile
"Well I'm fine now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to bring my books from the car." I said going out the front door to get my books from the car
I come back inside with my bag of books and go upstairs to my room to put them away but right when I set the bags down, I get pinned onto the wall with Norman making a dead serious face.
"What's got into you horny?" I shot returning the death glare
He blushed a bit but it went away quickly.
"Why are you distancing yourself from us?" Norman asked
"Busy with missions lately, now get off of me before I burn you." I threatened
"No! You're lying I know you Ray." Norman yelled
I was really irritated with him so I pushed him off of me and he hit the bed frame. Norman seemed to moan from the pain as I facepalmed walking out of my room in frustration. Why did I push him that hard? He was just asking if I was ok, man I'm just being worse and worse to my boyfriend. First I lied to him and killed his uncle now this. Does he actually love me or is he lying to me make happy? I went to the backyard and sat down on the porch steps humming Mom's lullaby as memories ran through my head. One being before I was born with the next being a normal day of us spending time together but the last one hit me like a train. My mom's death, I don't cry about it anymore but I do feel sad and lonely without her. I wanted to scream, I wanted to just end everything, but I'm too pathetic and weak!
"DAMN EVERYTHING! WHY AM I ALWAYS SO WEAK AND PATHETIC CONSTANTLY HURTING THE ONES I LOVE?!"
I was panting and I heard footsteps behind me.
"WHEN I KILL YOU KRONE, I WILL BE THE LAST THING YOU SEE!" I yelled clenching my fist as I held fire in it
I felt a hand on my shoulder and I knew it was Norman. I hated this, I just want to burn myself.
"Ray, turn around." Norman said in his serious voice
I didn't bother to as I slapped his hand off of my shoulder. I never wanted anyone to see me like this, vulnerable and weak. Then I felt Norman turn my body and shoved his lips onto mine. My eyes widen but I quickly melted into it as our tongues shove into each other's mouths. He pulled away grabbed my collar yelling at me with a worried and sad look.
"YOU ARE NOT WEAK! YOU'RE THE FIRE ELEMENTAL ALPHA WHO HAS A ALPHA AS THEIR BOYFRIEND AND SAVED MANY PEOPLE FOR THE GREATER GOOD. HECK YOU STILL SAVED US EVEN AFTER TRYING TO KILL YOU, THAT'S BEING A GREAT AND SELFLESS FRIEND RAY!"
I knew he was just saying that to make me feel better which made me annoyed and I yelled at him. "OH SHUT THE HELL UP! YOURE JUST SAYING THAT TO MAKE ME BETTER. BESIDES I HURT YOU, LIED TO YOU, WHY DO YOU STILL CARE ABOUT ME!" I shouted making Norman even more angry that he literally head butted me so hard

Norman's pov:
I couldn't believe what I was hearing from Ray's mouth, he thinks we're lying to him and pitying him. He even asked me why I still care about him. I head butted him with all of my force and he couldn't look up anymore so I grabbed his face and made him look at me. He was so surprised at what I did to where he had his mouth wide open.
"I CARE ABOUT YOU BECAUSE I CAN NEVER STOP LOVING YOU AND YOU STILL LOVED ME AFTER EVERYTHING I TRIED TO DO TO YOU! SO LET ME RETURN MY LOVE TOWARDS YOU!" I yelled and kissed him again
He seemed shocked but melted into it as we stayed there making out.