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───── ❝ 𝙺𝙴𝙾𝚁𝙸𝙰 𝙿𝙾𝚅 ❞ ─────
"Late at night I been roaming I ain't been getting no sleep"
"It's hard to stay focus when that pain running deep"
"Been alone my whole life but you help me forget"
"Den you make me remember my heart cold as December"
"Learning to love myself, I been alone every weekend" I sang along with rod wave, as I drove into the drive through of a Hawaiian barbecue place.
"Can I have two plates of teriyaki chicken, rice and broccoli, five beef and pepper skewers, and peach-mango pies please?" I said to the girl at the window.
"Yesss, will that be all for you today" She said happily.
"Yes that'll be all thank you so much" I said back.
"Okay your total will be $32.24 at the first window"
"Mkayy" I said pulling up to the window.
I paid and went up to the next window. They were making it fresh so it was a wait. I turned off my car and lowered the music as I sat there scrolling on Instagram not looking at anything in particular because I was thinking.
Before I left out India was still in the kitchen going off saying that it was good that I was leaving because she wanted the space to herself and how I was probably running off to backdoor someone else and honestly I didn't react because it was just so funny to me how she couldn't see her wrong.
She might know she's wrong but she's too far in the act to say she fucked up. But regardless of what it was, I was going to give her space because she needed it. Most likely the reason she was there to begin with was because something happened with her and Kj.
That's what happens when you don't address the skeletons in the closet before slamming it shut. They start to break the door down slowly.
And knowing how India was, she most likely didn't assess the situation correctly before saying "okay!" And continuing to fuck with him.
But I couldn't tell her how to live her life. We are on two different journeys now. All I can do is be there for her...but she's slowly pushing me away from even wanting to do that. I shouldn't feel like a job. And that's what it felt like at times...
"Here we go ma'am...have a great night" A man said handing me the food bags.
"Thank you so much have a good night" I said grabbing the bag, then turning my car on.
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"Thank you...Here get the food I'll get my purse" I said with a smile.
