Mountains [Desert Duo]

oh no..

||Tw: drowning, distortion, and gore near the last part, caution btw! have a great day :D||

This. This is what you wanted bdouble0, everything is yours now, your in control of the universe.

Stop fighting it, you know what you are.. a monster.

Just

a

coward

who

cant

quit.

"Stop, stop stop! Please just, let me go.. Why are you so obsessed with toying with me?!" I yell into the sky, dried blood on my hands and clothes. its not mine.. its my friends

Dont be so stupid, you wanted this

"No, YOU wanted this, you cursed me. I AM NOT THE PROBLEM!" My knees are weak, arms heavy. I fall, grabbing on to the ground as everything hurts..

Bdouble0100. Your the one who did this yourself, you are doing this, i am just watching. Don't blame me for your mistakes.

"Please.. i can't take it anymore.. i wanna go home.." Water. Cold cold water brushes against my hands.

You. are. foolish.

"I know."

Then why do you keep persisting?!

"dunno.." Tears run down my face, burning against the cold air that surrounds me. Everything hurts

You dont have to feel pain anymore if you join me, youve been neglecting me since we met, but now you just have to give in, cave in, cmon just do it and youll be free!

"no.. i. cant.." I lay down, my arms give out and wet, cold, sand is all around me. the blood still not coming off

Bdouble0100, just DO IT ALREADY.

The world spins around, my vision gets blurry.. I see a wave wash over me.. my body is cold, so so cold.

My face is covered in blood, sand, tears, and water. Nothing but darkness is around me. Everything is cold. wet. and dark.

Im missing something.. Something important! no no no somethings wrong! My mind slips back into reality, something is wrong.

Bdubs. You know why im doing this right? because your oh so 'smart' Stupid child.

I feel everything in my body. But its wrong.. Something doesnt feel right, its like another person in my mind..

Oh. Good job, you figured it out genius, right as your about to die to.. Ha, what a loser

A rock, i can barley see.. But i dont care, everything is tired, i still dont care. Nothing matters right? so this should be easy..

Woah woah woah, kid.. Chill alright, this was supposed to be painless

I grab the ledge of the rock, a prop myself up, and hit my head as hard as i can, it hurts, blood spills in the water, my air running out, choking on the salt and irony taste of the water.

Again.

and

Again.

I do it again until i don't feel anything ever again.

All those moments with Keralis.. and all the hermits..

I finally remember whats missing..

Scars party.

Its a euphoric feeling, everythings warm, nothing bothering me, no anxiety.. Just me. this is nice, its what ive been needing all my life.. Finally i can get some sleep, real sleep.

||Oh my banana pancakes, that was a.. chapter! I am sorry to say this, but this is in fact, the end.. It actually wasnt supposed to be like this, there was a different outcome but i picked this ending because im not to good at writing yknow, angsty stuff and i wanted to try lol- The other ending will be out shortly, starting from 'Hes Okay!' That will be the ending i was originally going to do||