Wednesday
Taking a deep breath I buttoned the last button of my uniform. It was not going to be easy and I knew it. God! why did I agree to go? What in the world was I even thinking? I mentally cursed myself for saying yes.
A bright sunny day, birds chirping outside and the sun shining with all it's might. It was hot today the pleasant type not the scorching kind opposite to the dark storm raging inside of me.
Emotions I couldn't quite pinpoint were trying to come through, it all felt wrong...something is gonna go very wrong today, that is what my gut said and my heart too, I wanted to curl up and cry why? I don't have any idea myself but I also want to go and meet everyone I was angry too and scared at the same time.
I was a mess
I was mentally contemplating whether to go or not when I heard *Ting* of the
msg notification.
I checked my phone it was da mi
"Can't wait to meet you today!!!"
Shouldn't have said yes, can't back out now "when are you arriving, it would be so fun hanging out" she seems very excited though but if I don't go she won't be very disappointed, right?
I huffed deciding to go with my initial plan ignoring the mental storm and getting ready to face my fears. I am going to face this challenge as the brave soldier I am and show him what he did to me made me stronger and the best version of myself.
I quickly made my hair which was a task with my arm. The sling got removed yesterday but the arm is still bandaged and hurts when I lift it.
It was different wearing a skirt after so long and letting my hair down which most of the time was in a bun at the military camp so I didn't need to open and style it or even wash it sometimes.
Not mentioning the times that dumbass made fun of my hair and said that it stinks.
Remembering his dumb face pinching his nose acting as if he was gonna faint if he came near me, made me chuckle.
Maybe I should just go...
Or maybe not...
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Oh, No!!!
What is happening??? Aaghhhh
My head started pounding
This is not what I expected
My head felt dizzy
And a huge rush of memories bashed the sealed door
"I LIKE YOU"
"Hey! What are you reading?"
"You have to be my friend"
"You look... Beautiful"
"Do you wanna go home?"
"Just hold on tight"
"I-I loved you"
"I am sorry"
"STOPPPPP!!!!"
"LEAVE ME!!!"
"NOOOO!!!"
and entered into mind like a flood of black and white flashes.
It took all of my strength to not faint in the middle of the street. Sitting down here was not an option and heading to home with a stream of tears was.
The revelations I just experienced are beyond anything I had ever imagined.
The whole way home I could do nothing but stare at the rain drops crashing on the window like crystals and cry tears of agony and pain
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The Missing Piece
Fanfiction"Clutching the bedsheets, tears streaming down my eyes, my body shuddering with pain yet I gave myself to him. I spread my legs for someone I loved, I gave the only thing that was mine to him for him. To save him I had to do it. Though he doesn't kn...
