The Missing Piece

15. Rapes

3 week ago

"It's too late y/n I won't last long"

"But-"

"I LOVE YOU, MY BULLY!!!" he yelled at her

"NAMJOON!!!"

and then everything went to ashes. But what remained unseen was namjoon's escape and RM's arrival.

In a matter of a few seconds, namjoon saved his life how? That was his military instincts that came in handy

Just when namjoon thought it was over he turned his back towards y/n since he couldn't bare seeing her in pain, he knew y/n had feelings for him, he had no proof but he just knew it. His heart said so.

As he turned towards the vast dusty ground his eyes caught a stone sitting a few steps away from him. The stone looked heavy and maybe could have been equivalent to his own weight.

The bulb in his mind lit up and he quickly bent on his knees to drag it towards himself. As soon as the stone was near him he replaced the weights and ran incase the mine explodes he might not go through death.

He ran as fast as he could but as soon as he looked back he was blown away by a blast burning his skin. He fell face first, cuts and bruises littered his face, among the destruction he caught a glimpse of y/n's lifeless body resting against a tree. Though his sight was hazy and ears ringing due to the loud sound of the blast he still saw her clear as day.

Trying to call out to her, raising his hand to grab her from this far of a distance but he couldn't and he slipped into the back of his mind.

Joonie was about to come up since he was called out to but RM took over, he was planning it all along. He was waiting for this chance since long and now this was the perfect opportunity for him to take over.

Y/n's POV

"Kill me" I coughed, hearing everything which maybe he himself didn't realize was said it out loud.

He was right, I should never have came into his life, never have met him so maybe that day wouldn't have existed. The day I ruined namjoon just for the sake of fun.

It doesn't matter how many times I say it was eun woo who had manipulated me, because it still was me who did that without a hint of remorse.

RM is not a villain he is a hero. Everyone might not have that point of view but I believe it. He has done and will do any and everything he can to protect namjoon. Isn't that the job of a hero? It sure is.

"I will" he has been torturing me for days on end and he might have found out by now that this torture doesn't hurt me, I am a trained military officer,  trained to deal with such situations.

He cannot break me.

"No... Now... This is the only way you can take his revenge" I am giving him a chance to take his revenge, to make me rest in peace. To make me free of this guilt which is burning me inside.

He should kill me, for namjoon's sake but I know what he thinks. It is the easiest escape route, he wants me to live and suffer each moment with that burning guilt and pain of love.

"You read my thoughts" he said alarmed

"No, you were loud dumbass"out of instinct that word slipped out, the word that unknowingly became so special without me realizing it. The word I used for namjoon.

"I am not a dumbass, I am not him and I will never be" he is so persistent just like him. Even if he wasn't namjoon he still was his shadow.

Funny how in this state too I just think about him and only him. Since when has my love for him turned so deep that I can't even differentiate between mine and his life. As if he lives within me.