The words I couldn't say;

Painful Favorite

Retiring a love is so emptying.

Everyday living is a constant reminder of what we lost and what we experienced, and the state we are in now.

Wearing my favorite sweatshirt makes me feel guilty because of the bitter-sweet memories we've attached to it.

Wearing cherry chapstick is no longer so innocent anymore.

Wearing my favorite shoes is no longer a thing I can do comfortably.

Like my shoes, sweatshirt, and chapstick, you are a part of my everyday.

Your soft skin, lips, and eyes will forever be burned into the depths of my brain and soul.

- Quil Penn