I immersed myself in the experience of falling for you.
I learned all your likes, dislikes, your eating habits, and the way your breathing patterns slowed and calmed when we would spend those moments in each other's embrace.
I put so much care and detail into helping our relationship blossom.
You never cared to put as much grace, patience, and attentiveness as I would dump in.
You would disconnect to pull away and ignore.
I wish I had noticed before blindly falling for you.
YOU ARE READING
The words I couldn't say;
PoesiaA collection of free thought paragraphs of an ongoing toxic and complicated love.