HOW MANY MEN WILL I GO THROUGH UNTIL I FIND ONE THAT DOESN'T TREAT ME LIKE A PORN STAR
They start out so fucking sweet and loving then u give them one act of pleasure and it's fucking down hill.
Every time they look at u all they begin to think about is how u make THEM feel.
They'll call u sweet names while begging for pleasure.
U wouldn't call me that on a regular but now that ur horny I'm worthy of the title??
U had to wait until u needed something from me to remember that I like being called baby?
I'm so fucking upset.
I'm so FUCKING UPSET.
Why can't there be ONE MAN just ONE who doesn't feel the need to sexualize me all the fucking time.
That doesn't need ME to pleasure them every time?
I cant even relate to other women when they say they don't want their partners watching porn.
I'd rather you beat ur dick purple then come back to me when ur NORMAL again.
I'm so over it.
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Dark skinned Dreams
RandomJust trying to find myself and my place. Just trying to find peace. People told me I should make a diary and this is it. It's all personal thoughts and feelings I hope that I'm not alone in feeling. Major trigger warning ahead.
