"May I just point out that I already knew about this romance thing going on between you to" Birdey said which shocked us both
"How long have you known?" Jenny said getting around her desk and sitting on the desk
"After helping you with cleaning your old room up. Around the same time I started to feel things for the both of you since I'm speaking still" Birdey said which shocked me more since he never flirted with me ever
"Wait how long have you had these feelings for me & Jenny?" I finally spoke up
"Oh um with Jenny since I found out I was going to work with her and with you 2 weeks into getting to know each other more" Birdey said which brought a smile to my face
"Well thank you Birdey for not talking about me and Sam's relationship, and I'll think about what you said about your feelings to me" Jenny said which also gave me a bigger smile
Birdey just left the office and the big question came back to my mind
"Oh and Jenny"
"Yes baby"
"Um, is it true that you do have a recording device in here? I heard you say it to the general"
"Oh no but I did record him on my phone since I learned form that last time I spoke to any of that family proof of what someone says is very important"
"Oh okay just making sure since I've said many dirty things in here and I was a litt-"
Jenny kissed me on the lip to shut me up
"Don't worry baby girl I'll take care of you always, and once I know my feeling to Birdey better I'll
talk more about it when it comes to it"
I smiled more and kissed her again
"Good since the guys I fell for are like him and the dominant side of women with raven hair turns me on"
After I said that I saw lust in those eyes, but now was not the time to make my fantasy come true
"One of these days baby girl your dream of going down on me will come true, but right now we have work to do"
"You read my mind" I said before kissing her one last time and leaving her office
Back at the deck I knew I had more questions for Birdey on what he feels for me and Jenny, but
the general came back and started to ask me questions
"Lieutenant I have a few questions on your commander and how she runs this place"
he said which pissed me off
"Um excuse me sir but you should be talking with me on that; my name is corporal Birdey, yes
sir that is my name and I've worked with the commander longer and know important things
about her history" Birdey which shocked me
"Who do tell" the general said crossing his arms over each other showing a smirk on his face
"Well besides what her files say what is will not say is that she did have a abusive relationship
that will show small scars on her head from the beatings on her head"
Birdey said which I knew about since I love giving her head massages
The general however didn't know that and his smirk left his face
"What else do you know"the general asked
"She has been trying for years to have a child, but can't. It turns out that her husband was the
one who couldn't have children and blamed her for not giving him any, which is some of the
cause of her scars to the head" Birdey said which I also know, but what intrigued me the most is how he knew
"Alright that is enough i'll be going now" the general said before he left
"Birdey" I said
"Yes Sam"
"Come with me" I walked out of the office hoping he would follow which thankful he did.
Once i got to my room I left the door open and he came in
"Shot the door please" I asked him
Once he did i patted the spot next to me on the bed
"Look Birdey I knew everything you said about Jenny, but how did you know?"
"Oh going through her room and helping her clean up the space I came across some medical
things in regards to her ex-husband. It has tone of info of how bad he was and what he did to her"
"Oh and one more thing, but what are your feelings to me exactly so I know and have you been giving me signs of it?"
"Well I should start off by I'm bisexual and before I fell hard for both you and Jenny I was in a
serious relationship with a guy on my other base. Things went bad like I wanted more, but he
didn't want to since her was still in the closet"
"How long were you 2 a thing?"
"3 years and it ended really fast when I saw him sober and kissing another man in front of me"
"Oh that sucks"
"Yeah, so after 1 year of a mental health break from relationships I fell for Jenny and after getting
to know you more I also fell for you, but I was very shy with even showing my feelings since I
don't want to have that same problem again with me wanting more and one of you wanting less and leave me"
"No I totally get that, before Jenny I had one bad relationship also and I'm thankful I saw the
signs of it not getting better so I left before getting hurt"
"Could you tell Jenny what I said; even though I love her she is very..."
"Dominant in her work I know that is what got me to love her"
"Thank you Sam for this chat, oh can I ask one more thing"
"Yeah what"
"May I please kiss your cheek?"
I smiled at how shy he was being and gave him a kiss on his cheek and nodded my head for him to do the same.
Once he did I saw how happy he was and I decided and kiss his temple and say
"don't worry your feelings for me are not all one sided okay"
I saw how happy he was, but he knew he needed permission from Jenny to go further or else he
would be in trouble since I gave my heart to Jenny. Hell we already had the conversation about marriage already.
"I'll let her know and see where she is at okay"
"Thank again Sam I'll see you later"Birdey said before he left
I just hope Jenny is up for this as well
YOU ARE READING
Exploring lust
Romancethis is from one of the long stories I wrote, but I have so much more to put in so here I am going to finish it.
