Darling You'll Be Okay (Jaime Preciado)

Im Destroying What I Love

hey guys! so, as you can tell, i havent updated any of my other stories. Reason becase i got stuck on the chapters and had no idea what to write for any of them. Instead i wrote more chapters for this story because i like how it's going. sorry it's kinda short, but i didnt want to abandon you guys. and If youre actually reading this story, I LOVE YOU. thanks guys and enjoy! :D

-----Natalie's POV-----

I woke up in the hospital bed next to Tony. The sun was shining bright in my face and I could hear the tv on. I turned over to look at the tv screen and saw music videos playing on mtv. The only person who would watch mtv here is me, but I didn't turn on the tv. Unless it was... I looked over at Tony who had his eyes open staring at the screen.

I couldn't believe it.

"Tony, oh my god!" I said as I stood up. He looked at me and flashed me his gorgeous smile.

"Hey" he said simply.

"I thought- but you- and i-... im just glad you're back!" I say. Tears of joy fall from my face.

"Gimme a hug kiddo!" He says and slowly opens his arms out. I embrace his softly, trying not to hurt him.

"I missed you so much even though you were gone for a couple days but still!" I say. I had the biggest smile ever. This right now was what Ive been waiting for. For the day Tony returned. I didn't care about anything else happening.

"Im here, don't cry anymore babygirl." He said as he wiped tears from my face.

"So how's everyone?" He asks.

"Umm good." I reply.

"Oh. how's Jaime?" He asks again.

"uhh, he's um fine."

"I don't believe you." He says.

"Why not? they're all doing fine." I say.

"Jaime cheated on you."

"How, how did you find out?" I asked. How did Tony know Jaime cheated? He was out when that happened.

"Uh you told me?" he replies.

"Wait but I told you when you weren't awake yet?"

"I could hear you, but not reply."

"So you were in a coma?" I asked.

"No not really, it was more the antibiotics they would inject into my bloodstream. It's meant to numb the brain cells making me unable to move or do anything."

"Why would they do that?" I asked again.

"If you were awake when the doctor was here you would know all these answers dummy!" He says in a little kid tone. I laugh.

"Im sorry, I was having a really bad night." I say as I lower my head.

"I can tell. You look exhausted and really fatigued. You need a break."

"I can't take any breaks. I need to watch over you and I'm always thinking about.." I stopped. I didn't want to bring up Jaime and ruin my time with Tony.

"Thinking about?" Tony asked.

"Oh it was nothing."

"Yes it was. It was about Jaime."

"No, well, I just don't want to ruin this happy moment."

"I won't be happy until you talk. It's good for you to let it out. Now come on, spill."

I sighed. I didn't want to but Tony kept insisting.

"Well I was at a new years party with Jaime at the Fuentes home. I wasn't in the mood to be there honestly so I went to look for Jaime to let him know that I was leaving," I stopped to catch my breath. "I went in the kitchen and found Jaime making out with some whore. I ran out without thinking and I just drove here. I felt... safe." Tony looked at me and down at his blanket.

"Im gonna kill him." He said. "Along with Vic."

"No Tony, no need for killing. I heard prison wasn't fun." We both laughed.

The doctor walked in.

"Hello again Mr. Perry. Is this Mrs. Perry?" She asked.

"No, I'm Natalie Castro." I say as I stood up.

"Ok. Well now that you're awake, I can explain."

She explained what happened to Tony and why he wasn't awake.

"He can leave tomorrow morning. We just need to keep him in today to make sure he's ok to go. Any questions?" she asked.

"Does he need to be watched over at all times?" I asked.

"I don't think he needs to, but I recommend it. A therapist will come in any minute now, she needs to speak to you Mr. Perry about your incident." He left the room and another woman entered.

"Good morning! My name is Ariel Duncan I am a psychologist and im here to help you. I found out that all this was a suicidal attempt, is that correct?" She sat down and began writing things down as Tony responded to her.

After their session ended, she left and handed us her card.

I looked at the back of the card.

"Helping in depression, anxiety, bipolar disorders, abuse, and other problems."

That's what I needed. Someone to talk to about my problems back home with mom's boyfriend.

"You ok there?" Tony asked.

"Yeah. You hungry? imma grab something to eat at In-N-Out."

"I'll take a double, animal fries, and a strawberry shake." He replied with a wide grin on his face. I left the room and drove to In-N-Out.

-----Jaime's P.O.V-----

I decided to go to the hospital to see if Natalie was there. She hasn't returned home in a couple of days and I was really starting to worry. I took Natalie's car and drove to the hospital. When I arrived, I didn't see my car there. I parked and went to check in. I went up the floors in the elevator and opened to door to Tony's room.

I saw Tony.

Awake.

"Tony!" I almost yelled and ran to hug him.

"Hey! Nice to see you again pal." He said.

"When did you awake?" I asked.

"Just this morning."

"Oh, I see. Hey um have you seen my girl?"

"She's been here. She just went out for food, she'll be back soon." I sighed. At least I knew she was ok.

"What do I do, Tony? It was all a mistake. That girl was really drunk when she attacked me, I tried pushing her off me but damn she was strong. I just want her to know that I would never in a million years do that to her."

"I don't know what to say. Im in the same spot where she is, don't ask me for advise man."

He was right. I couldn't ask him for advise. It was like asking Natalie to help me get her back.

Just then she walked in.

I stood up quickly and walked over to her.

"Natalie" I say. "I was so worried." I try to hug her but she pushes me away.

"Here's your food Tony." She says, completely ignoring me.

"Natalie please talk to me." I beg.

"What do you want me to say?" She had a really annoyed look on her face. "That I forgive you? That its ok that you could go off with some different girl right after you proposed? No Jaime, it doesn't work that way."

"But you didn't let me explain, thats the problem. Hear me out Natalie! I could never do something like that intentionally, I never meant to hurt you. Ive said it already, I love you way too much to do something like that. Come on Nat, believe me." She stayed quiet and looked down at the floor.

"whatever Jaime." She said.

my heart beats began beating quick. I felt anger and sadness. How could she not believe me? I tried telling her it was a mistake but that didn't work out.

If she wanted to play this game, fine. But two can play at this game.