WARNING; mentions of miscarriages, please don't read if you find this sensitive.
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december 10th 2021
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sage impatiently waited for phil to arrive home. she was watching friends to try and distract her mind from everything but ronnie wasn't helping.
"green, i want a baby sissy." ronnie said to sage who smiled at him.
"do you? well maybe you should put that on your christmas list?" sage said, watching ronnie nod eagerly.
sage heard front door open and stood up. she felt her hands shaking but try to just deal with it. she walked into the hallway and saw phil stood there.
"here you go, i'll make sure ronnie is okay before i come up." phil said and sage nodded before running upstairs.
she did the test and then put them on bathroom side and then jumped on phil's bed and lay down trying to remain calm. phil soon joined her and lay down with her.
the two minutes felt never-ending but soon enough the timer went off. just as sage stood up she looked at phil in horror after seeing blood on the bed.
"oh sage, come here." phil said as she saw his girlfriend break down on the floor.
sage had a tiny bit of hope that she could be pregnant but after seeing the blood, it's confirmed that she is either got her period or she's lost the baby.
phil stood up after putting sage back on the bed and went to the bathroom to throw the tests in the bin but when he looked at the test to see two lines on all of them.
they lost the baby.
he couldn't bring himself to tell her that the test were positive so he just decided to tell her they were negative. he started to run the bath, adding a bath bomgv and some bubbles to make her feel better.
"sage baby, i've put a bubble bath on for you so you can relax." phil said as placed a kiss on sage's forehead.
"thank you." sage whispered and she carefully got up and walked into the bathroom.
"phil, can you stay with me please." sage said but she didn't get an answer.
phil walked in and smiled. he sat on the floor and held sage's hand whilst placing multiple kisses on it.
"i'm sorry." sage whispered but phil shook his head.
"baby, don't apologise, we've got many years to have a baby don't you worry." phil said softly and sage did a weak smile.
she is incredibly grateful for phil.
