june 4th 2022
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sage was lay in leah's hotel room and they were on call to ronnie as they both missed him. leah was currently in the shower so sage could do her hair for her. this meant that sage and ronnie could catch up.
"i don't like you anymore, i want my real mummy." ronnie said to the camera as sage tried to hold the tears back.
"but your real mummy is bad." sage said and ronnie ignored her.
"your mean! you stole my daddy from me, i don't like you anymore, go away." ronnie demanded and sage just ended the call before grabbing a pillow and started to sob into it.
she doesn't know where ronnie hating her has come from but she definitely doesn't like it. any normal girl would start ranting to their mum about this but sage can't do that, her wish is that one day she might be able to.
"SAGE, CAN YOU PASS ME MY BRA!" leah shouted from the bathroom but sage felt like she couldn't move.
"sage?" leah said, becoming more worried that her sister isn't answering her.
leah waddled into the bedroom with just a towel around her and her heart broke seeing her crying. leah quickly put her bra on then grabbed one of declan's t-shirts and slipped it on before going and hugging her sister.
sage sobbed into leah's chest, her whole body shaking and leah knew that this is a panic attack.
"sage, sage look at me, follow my breathing." leah said softly as sage just follows her breathing.
she eventually calms down with thanks to leah but that doesn't stop her from crying.
"tell me what happened on the call." leah said and sage took a deep breath.
"ronnie said he hates me and that he wants his real mum." sage sobbed into leah's shoulder who just holds her.
"he doesn't hate you, phil's parents probably showed him a picture because they haven't met you yet and they probably told him that she is his mum, she is but your his mum, the best mum to him so don't listen to him." leah said and sage nodded whilst wiping her eyes.
"do you want me to cut your hair now?"
"no, i don't trust you whilst you've been crying because you'll end up cutting off 4 inches."