Deserve

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"You dumb bro" I said laughing at bird after he hit his head on the door

"You gone have a big ass knot boy" Kayden said laughing as he cooked

When we went to the store he asked me to give him some suggestions so instead of that I gave him categories to choose from

So he's making Salmon, Rice, and Loaded Backed Potatoes stuffed with chicken, peppers, cheese, bacon and some other stuff

"Bro is the food almost done I'm so hungry" I said whining and he shook his head

"Chill, we got like 5 more minutes then we can eat" he said turning off the stove and grabbing plates

"Ooo thank god cause I'm so hungry" I said rubbing my stomach and grabbing the classes out the cabinet

"We know" Bird and Kayden said at the same time making me roll my eyes

I grabbed some ice and the pitcher full of water pouring it in 3 cups

"Is your brother eating" I asked and he shook his head no

I put the 4th glass back up then placed the others on the table while he placed the food
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We were eating as I got a phone call from the court

"Hello" I said

"Hi, is the Kamora Cheers" the lady asked on the other end

"Yes, this is here" I asked before taking a sip of water

"We'll I'm sorry to inform you but you request of removal from you current home as been denied" she said which I thought wasn't a big deal since we all lived together now

But a part of me still wanted to know why

"May I asks why" I said sitting back in my chair as the boys stared at me

"Yes ma'am the dna test that you guys took a few months ago before coming into court informed us that Mr. Cheers is not your biological father" she said and my heart dropped

"T-thank you" I said not sure what to say

"I'm so sorry again" was all i heard before I hung up the phone and sat there in shock

Non of this makes sense how is he not my daddy and why nobody told me

Does he know I'm not his, I don't understand

Why would my momma keep this from me? Make me think this all these years

She always fucking up something maybe she was too drunk or high to know the truth

"Kamora?" Kayden called out making me come back to reality

"Hmm" I said feeling a tear to fall down my face

"You good yo" he said and I nodded as I wiped my tear

"Who dat was" bird asked

"Somebody from the court" I said looking down at my plate not feeling hungry no more

"About to case wit yo OG's" bird said and I nodded

"They said the request was denied" I said and he looked at me confused

"That's good tho right, I mean they back together so it don't matter. You live wit em both" he said and I chuckled a lil

"Yea, she said my dad not my dad" I said staring off into space

"What you mean" he asked confused

"Ion know but Jayson and Rayven got some explaining to do" I said and I could feel my eye twitching

"Aye chill" Kayden said looking at me a lil scared as i refocused my eyes

"My bad, um thank you... for everything...but I think i need a get some sleep so I can leave early

I said grabbing my phone and walking inside the small room he had gave me to stay in

I took a shower and laid in bed all night just thinking

Who tf is my real daddy?

I swear it's always one thing after another

Like life be looking up one minute then the next I just wanna die. Like it's ducks the world fr

God why? Just why? Why make me born into this life? I'm a good person no? I do everything I'm supposed to, I'm nice even to those who envy me I spread kindness no matter where I'm at or how I feel

So why am I in this shitty predicament?

Was the last thing I asked myself in my head before I heard a knock on the door and Kayden waking his head in

"Here" he said giving me a piece of the cake he had made and I smiled

"Look, you don't deserve any of this. This shit with Amarion or the stuff with yo OG's, but do me a favor?" He said as I took a bite of the cake

"Hmm?" I said still eating

This shiii was buss no cap

"Don't go asking them questions while you angry. Wait till you cook down a lil bit so you can have a civil conversation and get to the bottom of this shit. And the second thing is keep in contact with me, you seem like a good person and I think we could be friends and help each other in the long wrong" he said and I sat there thinking for a minute

"You right, nothing will be solved if I yell at them so I'll wait until I'm chill, and as far as us being friends I guess you cool.. so I'm down" I said finishing the cake

"Damnmmmm, ian neva seen nobody throw down on some cake like that, fuck you got a bottomless stomach or some" he said as we both bussed out laughing

"Ight, not too much uncle Cletus" I said making me laugh harder

"Ight you running out now" he said grabbing the plate and leaving out

"Night" he said

"Night" I said and he shut the door as I turned out the lamp next to my bed

I replayed his words in my head to help me calm down soon I was fast asleep and kept dreaming about Kayden killing that man, our argument and the moment I found out about my dad

It's like bad shii replaying almost helped me calm down because I started to grow numb to it the more it replayed
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Thoughts?

Why would Mora parents keep this from her?

Who is her actual dad? Does her mom even know? Does her dad know?

Should Kamora bring it up or let us slide?

Is Kayden and Mora getting a lil too close?

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