Worth It

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As I woke up I heard both babies screaming they head off

I looked at the time seeing it was 7 meaning my daddy was getting ready for work and my momma was finna be on her on

I went in the twins room and grabbed them they onesies then went in the kitchen and made them both bottles

After I grabbed they bottles and onesies I went in my momma and daddy room giving her the bottles and helping her with the twins

"Thank you mora" she said yawning

"Welcome" I said with a smile

These past few weeks have been rough on her my mom was never the motherly type but she's trying to do better and she only knows how to take care of one baby so two is a stretch for her

I try to help form time to time when I can especially since I leave for school soon that's 4 hours away

I'm going to college for film, production and acting pretty much but I'll be in a real estate program as well because that's my main focus

The twins fell asleep while they were eating and as we burped them we dosed off as well
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3 days later...

"You all packed up and ready" Kayden asked and I secured the last box of my shoes

"Yep last box and then my back pack"

"Alright I'll take it to the car, you say your goodbyes"

I walked in the twins room seeing them both sleep so I let them be and have them a quick kiss on the cheek

I walked downstairs seeing my dad outside with Kayden and my mom washing dishes

"Alright ma, be good" I said and she rolled her eyes as she wiped her hands before hugging me

"You be good too, don't worry about us we'll be alright just get good grades and focus on school baby" she said and I smiled

I walked outside as my dad closed the trunk so I jumped on his back

"Ight you black skinny back bastard" he said putting me down

"You just do the absolute most sir" I said laughing

He pulled me in for a hug and hugged me hella tight sweat I couldn't breathe

"Ight damn" I said tryna catch my breathe

"You just neva know what could happen you finna be hours away it ain like I can just say fuck everything and come quick" he said and Kayden nodded making me mug him

"Ight we gotta head out if we gone make it in time" he said

Move in was all week from 2-5 and if we left now we'd make it by 3 and be done moving everything no alter then 6

"Ight y'all be safe" my daddy said before dappin up Kayden and whispering something in his ear before walk back inside the house

I got in the passenger seat of the Uhaul kayden had rented so we could make one big trip with all my stuff and my car hooked to the back

"What he whisper in yo ear Nigga" I asked as Kayden as I got all up in his personal space as he entered the car

"Mane businesses" he said mushing my face making me mug

"It is my business cause nine times outta ten it was about me" I said pushing his hand out my face and muggin him getting comfortable in my seat

"He told me to look after yo lil ass since you gone be down the road from me" he said merging on the interstate

"Aww that's sweet of him" I said sarcastically plugging my phone up so it wouldn't die

"Mhm but you ready to talk now?" He asked and my heart dropped

"Hmm" I said like a dumbass knowing I knew what he was talking about

Kayden been tryna have this talk since the day the twins were born and every time something came up or I made an excuse to get out of it

Now I'm stuck in a 4 hours car ride with this Nigga so I might as well

"You know exactly what I'm talking bout dude so don't even do ts" he said chuckling

"Man ig Damn" I said tuning my body to him to know he had my undivided attention

"So what's the real reason"

Damn getting straight to the point with ts like clam down gimmie a sec  before I started to speak he placed his right hand on my thigh

"Ok fa one this age gap is slick weird, then you my ex's brothers like cmon. Ion got time for him, his lil tantrums or his drama. Not to mention I like our friendship and I like how stuff is now and imma be going through changes and ion want that to mess up our friendship if something happens" I said looking down playing with his hand

"As far as the age gap I'm just now finna be 20, you 17 it's only 3 years that ain nun compared to these mfrs with that damn 6-10 year age gap, as far as our friendship that shi wont change cause we built that first" he said going quiet

"And about Amarion"

"Man, that lil Nigga can kiss my ass. He ain gone kill me one cause it's gone bring to much heat fa his ass too he love me to much lol Nigga soft fr, he moved on dont you think your worth loving or being loved?" He said rubbing my hand

"I know but" I said making him pull over

"No mamma no but look.....imma say this and this only if you think this is Worth It, Worth fighting for and Worth loving for them go for it, but if you'd till got feeling for my brother just say ts" he said making me quiet for the rest of the ride
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We made it to my college and got my keys and conformation for my room

We put everything inside my room then did a quick Walmart run for anything else I might've need

Once we completely finished organizing it was late and my roommates were out getting to know each other

I stayed behind because I wanted my room to look cute, organized and smell good

As Kayden was leaving the energy was off and I knew it was from our conversation from earlier

I was scared of losing him, but I was scared of loving another person I've never felt this way before about anyone especially without a sexual connection

Before I knew it I grabbed his arm turning him towards me and pecking his lips

As the kiss depended I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his around my waist pulling me closer

He slick a bit off tongue in before pulling away smiling

"I'm Worth It, your Worth It, we're Worth It" I said and his smiled widened showing his dimple and his pearly white teeth

"Imma call you later go have fun, college" he said and I smiled before texting my roommates and meeting them in the Quad
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Thoughts?

Will Kamora and Kayden last?

What will Amarion do if he finds out?

Will Kamora enjoy her college life and friends?

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