Secretive love *S.lowsley*

05~

Mia stood in front of the mirror and sighed. She was preparing for going back to work and she was anxious.

She knew that it was her first day back at work since tom died and she was scared over it all and she knew that she just wanted it to be a okay. She knew that she had just made it from toms funeral and she had Simon and she was glad and she knew how she wanted to make it work but it was hard

She knew how no one knew over her and Simon at work and she knew how she was trying her best but she felt as if she needed Simon. Mia smiled as Simon wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her close and smiled "are you okay" he asked as she smiled

"I guess i am just not ready for this, i mean it will be weird going to work knowing my dad isn't there. Knowing he isn't anywhere again" she said as she turned to face her. Simon looked to her and smiled as he placed a hand on her cheek and smiled

"I know its hard but I'm here for you no matter what, you know that. I am not going anywhere. Look things are hard but it will be okay" he said as she smiled

"I just don't know if i can do this, i know its my job and i love it i did this to make my dad proud" she said as he smiled

"Of course you have, it will be okay" he said as he placed a hand on her cheek and smiled as he leant in and kissed her

"I know how hard that tings have been for you but i am here and remember were going to be get married i know this isn't what you wanted but it will be okay. Have you talked to your mum" Simon asked as Mia sighed

She knew that her relationship with her mum was a tough one

•••
Mia stood in the staffroom and smiled as she looked to see maggie as she walked in and smiled "how are you love" maggie asked as Mia looked to her and smiled

"Im okay, i am taking things as they come, i mean i still expect to see him walk in here and i miss his hugs more than anything i mean he was my dad and i loved him more than anything but things are going to be okay" Mia said as maggie smiled. Maggie placed her hand on top of mias and smiled

"Of course it will be and i know its hard it he will always be with you in your heart and you have Simon..theres something going on with the two of you. I seen how he is looking at you, he cares for you" Maggie said as Mia smiled

"We're getting married. I never got to speak to my dad and tell him, i wanted him to get to know Simon but it never happened and i wish him everyday, josh didn't even turn up at the funeral. I had to do it all alone and now...i don't know how i feel i know he wouldn't want me sitting around grieving so i am trying to move on but its not easy" Mia said as Maggie looked to her and smiled

"I know love it it will all be okay" maggie said as Mia looked to her and nodded. Mia knew hoe messy that her life was right now and she knew she was trying to move on but it wasn't easy. The whole school was still grieving over tom

"I hope that you're right Maggie, i just want everything to be okay and work out" Mia said. Mia knew that she wasn't going to easily get over her dad but she knew that she was just taking it one day at a time. Mia knew that it was all that she could ever do.

Mia knew that nothing she could do would ever ring tom back

•••
Mia walked into Simons office and smiled as she looked to him and smiled "are you okay" he asked as she walked over and sat on the side of his desk and smiled

"Im okay, things are just hard but i have you and I'm glad that your here" she said as he stood up and stood between her legs and smiled as he leant in and kissed her

"I will always be here" he said as she wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled his closer to her. She moaned against his touch and moaned as he ran his hands up her thighs. The kiss got more passionate as she started to undo his belt and smirked as she undid it

He pulled her closer to him and pushed into her causing her to moan in pleasure. She dug her nails into his back as he moved in and out of her. Mia kissed him passionately but with all they had been through would everything be okay?