Who Is He? Xavier Thorpe x Male OC DISCONTINUED

I can't decide

Me and Ajax said nothing after I had told him not to be sorry.

We went over and laid on his bed, his face buried in my chest as I kept my arms wrapped around him.

He had fallen asleep not long ago, and I laid here tracing little shapes on his back out of boredom.

I felt mad at myself for making him sad, and all I can do to hopefully make it up to him is hold him and be here for him. No matter the circumstance or situation.

I press a light kiss to Ajax's forehead once more before drifting off to sleep as well.

--------Later that day, Ajax's Pov--------

I woke up, engulfed in Grimm's arms. It was so comforting and nice. He also smelled oddly good. He always smelled like autumn. The leaves and trees and the scent of pumpkins and all things cinnamon.

I smiled to myself as I stayed snuggled into his chest. I'm glad he stayed as I slept and hadn't left or wandered to his own bed. It reassured me that he does care.

After a while Grimm finally woke up, he moved back a bit to look at me to see if I was awake.

"Good morning" he smiled, his voice rough and deep. His morning voice was something to remember.

"Good morning" I say back, even though it had to be pretty late by now. So in reality it'd be, good evening or goodnight.

"Did you sleep well?" He asks me genuinely

"I did, thank you for staying here with me"

"Of course, I'm always here, you know that right? I'm not gonna leave you, and I'm especially not going to leave you if I screwed up" he stated, his eyes lingering on mine, trying to make sure I knew he was being serious and meant every word. And I did, because he had never given me a reason to not believe him.

"Thank you" I pause "what time is it?"

He rolled over slightly and looked at the alarm clock on the nightstand that read 7:48pm.

"We missed dinner and our last classes" I chuckle slightly

"That's alright, I had already missed pretty much all my classes today. And I'm sure we can sneak into the kitchen to get food later." He rolls back over to face me, making sure his face was level with mine.

His eyes sparkling, the green being ever more vibrant, and the little splotches of blue and green were more defined too.

His little freckles seemed to be more noticeable as well.

"Do you see something you like?" He joked after I had stared at different areas of his face for longer than I had intended.

"Maybe I do" I play along.

He just rolls his eyes and smiles. "Should we go make sure people know we're alive?"

I think about it for a second. "Sure, I've got to talk to Enid anyways. I'm sure she's wandering around somewhere."

Grimm smiles and gets up, he walks into the bathroom to fix is hair and adjust his uniform before he waits by the door for me.

I adjust my uniform when I sit up, and considering I don't really have hair, I was ready to go.

Grimm opens the door and holds it open for me, gesturing for me to walk out first, which makes me chuckle. We walk down the hall side by side cracking random jokes, and talking.

We continued to make our way to the quad, and a part of me, deep down was just praying he wouldn't run off with Xavier.

------Grimm's Pov------
As soon as we get to the quad, Enid, Xavier, and Wednesday run up to us.

"Where have you guys been?!" Enid questioned louder than I would've expected.

"In our dorm sleeping" I stated simply

"Sleeping?! You missed so many classes! Mrs. Marsh has it out for you, Ajax, and Xavier for missing almost everything today" she exclaims.

Oh yeah... I forgot about her honestly. It's like she doesn't exist, because nobody mentions her, and I don't even see the lady around.

"I'm sure it'll be fine guys, it's not like we missed anything, important. Right?" Ajax asks

"I mean, I guess you have a point. But still" she sighs in defeat.

Wednesday then walks off, probably bored by our conversation. Enid drags Ajax off to another section of the quad, and I'm stuck here with Xavier.

"I guess I'll ask again. You and Ajax?" he raises an eyebrow

"We're not together Xavier"

It doesn't seem that way. Sleeping in your dorm? You must have slept comfortably to not wake up until now, and after ditching me!" he snapped

I had never heard Xavier yell, and especially not at me. And after he just did, something set off inside of me.

"Look. I did nothing wrong. I didn't ditch you, you went to your room, I went to mine. And not that it's your business but I did sleep in the same bed as Ajax. He was upset, and I stayed there for him. I like you so I don't get why you're so upset." My voice tight as I glare at him, my nerves on edge.

Xavier just stared at me, no expressions on his face, yet so many at the same time.

"So. You don't like Ajax? At all? There's not an ounce of feelings for him in your heart?" he inquired ignoring the face I had just admitted to liking him.

But then it made me think, did I like Ajax romantically? A part of me began to think maybe I do.

Xavier watched as I got lost in thought and walked away. I almost didn't stop him as he rounded the corner, but I needed to, as cliché as it is.

I chased after him, turning down the same corner he did, and just as I did I was slammed against the wall. Xavier glaring at me, he fucking knew I was gonna follow him. "Why are you even bothering to follow me when your other lover is back there?" he whispered, his voice raspy. And now I couldn't even think of what the hell was going on, all's that was flooding my mind was 'that was hot, do it again.'

Well? he repeated

I just couldnt work up the courage to speak, my eyes glued on his afraid of looking anywhere else. And here I am again, noticing the little things, how his hand is wrapped up in my shirt as he kept me pinned to the wall. How close his face was to mine.

And the quick realization that flashed in his eyes as he realized I was not so secretly enjoying this whole situation.

He leaned down to my ear and whispered "Get your priorities straight. Im nobodys side piece Grimm"

He then pushed off of me and walked away.

Damn that was hot.

But he was right. I have to decide between him or Ajax. And thats something I cannot focus on right now.

Getting my priorities straight means;

Finding Tyler and putting an end to him

Figuring out more about this whole vampire thing

Making sure Mrs. Marsh doesnt kick me out

and then

Be forced to pick between two boys

I think normally people would like having two guys like them, but its more complicated than it is fun when you like both of them back.

At least its not four big guys..

----------------------Author speaks

I prewrote a bunch of chapters while out of state. So Ill publish one a day or something!

Also. Thank you guys for over 2k reads!