GHOST Preferences/One shots

Swiss x Sodo

Sodo and Swiss were best friends, they were always there for each other even when sodo was a little bit annoying sometimes.

But what Swiss didn't knew was that Sodo had feelings for him.. Strong feelings for him.

Swiss was always in Sodo's mind and he wanted to tell him what he feels but for the first time in what felt like forever, he was scared. Scared that he would reject him or that he would destroy their friendship so he decided to avoid Swiss.

Because he hoped that his feelings would went away..
But the only got stronger.

Swiss noticed that something was wrong with him, so he went to Sodo's room and tried to talk to him.

Sodo pov.

I heared knocking on my door but I tried to ignore it, I didn't felt like talking to someone right now.

"Sodo? It's Swiss. Please open the door, I feel like you avoid me or something.
What's wrong?
We can talk about it, you know you can tell me everything."
He said and I heard in his voice that he was sad.

"I can't tell you, it would just cause problems"
I said back and hoped he would go away.

"Sodo please talk to me I've been really worried about you so please talk to me"
He said again.

I thought for a moment before I decided to open the door and just tell him what I feel.

Swiss pov.

I was about to say something again but I saw the door slowly opening and Sodo went to the side to let me in.

I went slowly into his room and heard the door close again.

"what's wrong Sodo?
You know you can talk to me about everything. Did I do something or why are you avoiding me?"
I asked very calmly

"It's complicated but you didn't do anything I promise it's just.. Okay I got feelings for you, very strong feelings if I'm honest.. And I don't want to destroy our friendship or get hurt by getting rejected so I avoided you because I thought my feelings for you would go away.. But they didn't.. They only got stronger. And I can't help it but I think about you all the fucking time."
He said while he began to cry.

I stood there. Frozen trying to process the fact that my best friend likes me back.
I walked forward to him and hugged him tight. He immediately hugged me back while he was sobbing.

It was very rare that someone saw him crying and it just broke my heart that he was crying like this right now.

"I was just scared to tell you.. And.. And I'm sorry if I destroyed our friendship but I had the feeling to tell you that.."
He said between sobs.

"Sodo look at me"
I said softly and he looked up to me with a tear stained face.

"I promise you didn't destroy our friendship and if I'm honest.. I feel the same way about you and I wanted to tell you that for a while now but when you started avoiding me I felt like I shouldn't do that."
I said while I was holding his hands.

"do you mean it or are you trying to make me feel better?"
He said while sniffing.

"I mean it I promise...
I love you Sodo"
I said honestly.

"I.. I love your too Swiss.."
He said and started to smile.

I just smiled back and bent down a little to give him a long kiss full of love.

"I wanted to do this for a long time angel"
I said as I pulled back a little bit.

"me too"
He said before kissing me again.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and went over to his bed, softly laying him down on it...