Tommyinit's Service Dog

⋆I'm scared, It feels like you don't care⋆

I'm so sick right now and have a 103.2 fever...again. So if this is really bad don't blame me. I have a massive headache still after waking up an hour ago. I wanna sleep again but my body won't let me so now I'm here giving you ✨C o n t e n t✨. Might fall asleep mid-writing this but it is a low chance. MY HEAD HURTS AND I FELL ASLEEP WITH MY RINGS ON AND LOST CIRCULATION IN MY FINGER NOW IT IS PURPLE. 
Update: It is still purple a few days later but now it is less<3 

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I heard my mom say that and immediately started freaking out. Wilbur looked at me confused but took me into a hug. As I started to calm down my mom started talking again

"I need you to come home."

Tommy looked at Wilbur but his vision was starting to get blurry again, I started crying again. I felt myself get laid back down. Wilbur went out of the living room and went upstairs really quickly. I felt my breathing get faster again as my mom started talking again

"So, are you going to come home?"

"I-I don't wan-want to."

"Well, I'm your parent and you have to come home."

"I-I can't."

"And why is that?"

"I j-just had a s-seizure and I-I'm weak."

"Well, someone can drive and help you."

"W-why do I need-need to c-come home?"

"Listen, I can come get you if you don't come."

"Try."

I hung up the phone and Wilbur comes back with Buddy following him. Wilbur lifted me up on the couch and helped me sit up while Buddy gave me DPT

"T-thanks."

"What did she say?"

"She wants me to come home."

"Why?"

"My dad died."

"I can take you home. If you want of course."

"I don't but she said if I don't go she will come here."

"Tom, you're 18 you don't have to go."

"I know but she won't take no for an answer."

"Well if she does that is kidnapping."

"I'm going to sleep I have used a lot of energy u from crying."

"Okay, goodnight I'll be here when you wake up and so will Buddy."

"Thanks, love you."

"Love you."
(Don't even)

I try to sleep but I can't so I open my eyes and ask Wilbur to put on music on his phone

"Sure, what song?"

"In the back of my mind, sped up, and on loop please."

"Okay!"

Wilbur gives Tommy headphones and Tommy falls asleep almost instantly

I'm scared
It feels like you don't care
Enlighten me, my dear
Why am I still here?
I don't mean to be complacent with the decisions you made
But why?
Mm
In the back of my mind
You died
And I didn't even cry
No, not a single tear
And I'm sick of waiting patiently for someone that won't even arrive
Whoa
In the back of my mind
I killed you
And I didn't even regret it
I can't believe I said it
But it's true
I hate you

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Word count: 573, good job for reading all of that, and sorry for the short chapter<3

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