People who I've known for over 3 years now are getting better at the things I love to do! And it just makes me think that I'm not getting any better at all and whenever I try to do something related to it I just give up knowing that it won't look good and to my expectations.
I get jealous so easily and it makes me feel bad about myself because I act like an ex who just saw their old lover with a new girl having fun together.
I always bottle up my feelings when feeling frustrated or depressed because I know that the people who I trust won't be there to comfort me when I need them. But I always try to be there with them whenever I can!
I'm always the "group therapist" Who calms their friends when their sad but whenever I'm sad or in the dumps they don't even know what to do! And I know I'm acting kinda selfish but I can't help myself!
I always feel left out and when I try to join in, it's like I just said the most homophobic thing to a party of lgbtq people! And when I try to spark up a conversation people always talk over me and just barely hear what I say! I hate it so much but I'm too nice to people to say no and I feel like a doormat just being stomped on constantly.
I hate this feeling and I just want it to stop! I can't even be happy sometimes for my friends when they get some big achievement.
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