Beneath the Mask

Confession

I stood in front of Zayn the man I love for a whole year, not once have we had any trouble any drama any problems

Any women in the way to ruin our relationship I know he's not a Marci, he knows I'm from the most dangerous mafia yet still loves me for who I am

I smiled I was so happy about my wedding until I saw his face which changed my mood I saw Dalton

When he saw me he looked upset and depressed, he grew a beard he had under bag eyes like he hasn't been sleeping

He looked a bit skinnier than the last time I met with him he's changed since that day did I do that to him

"Will you take Zayn Green to be your lawfully wedded husband?" The priest asked me I gulped looking at Zayn

Who was smiling at me holding my hands I was smiling back my head was telling me to be smart say yes

Get married if you go to Dalton it could happen again but on the other side my heart said Dalton is the one for you

You know it yourself stop denying it, you still love him I've been in this situation a year ago having the trouble to choose which man to have

I have a man who loves me, and I have a man in the crowd who used to like me or love I don't know

"I..."
I heard a chair move seeing him getting up and leaving don't even think about running after him Nyah

You'll regret this, you don't love him anymore don't-

"I'm sorry Zayn" I ran away from him and ran after to Dalton going outside seeing him walking down the stairs

"Dalton!" I called out and he stopped
I hesitatingly walked down the stairs behind him three steps away to give some distance

I inhaled then exhaled "can I see you...?" I asked nervous in case he'll leave "even if it's the last thing that happens between us"

"You don't have to if you don't want to but can you listen at least" I said fuck why do I feel like this

Why do I feel like Im getting butterflies for him again nervously speaking to his back "I didn't expect you to be here...I didn't think you'd know, um fuck I suck at this I'm like a high school girl admitting to her crush that she

Still likes him"
"Elaborate..." he said quietly
I sighed and gulped "it was harsh what I said...no what we did that day

I did it rashly I didn't want to shoot you I just wanted to make you to feel the pain I was feeling that moment

I mean I was seeing the man I loved fucking someone I hated despite all of that every fucking day I missed you, I missed you so bad

I missed your remarks, I missed your touch, I missed your jealously fucking hell Dalton why did you come into my life

You should've never came into it, you should've just danced with another woman that day it shouldn't have been me

Otherwise I wouldn't be stuck like this I should be getting married right now but I-I-I just can't... I don't know what's going on with me

My head is telling me choosing Zayn will be the wisest decision because that man loves me but my heart is choosing you because I love you

Dalton I love you I still love you I've been loving you even when I was loving Zayn, this whole past year I couldn't erase you and the memories out of my mind

It was like a computer glitching it denied every time I wanted to, i wanted to know how you were doing but I couldn't because I knew if I did

I'd see her and those memories would be brought back up I knew I'd be upset and angry again and I just wanted to be happy

And I knew if I had looked in your big brown eyes I'd fall for you all over again and I didn't want that to happen

But Dalton I can't help my feelings so can you help me?"
I said then asked I gulped hoping for a response

"Help?" He asked
I hummed "how?" He slowly turned around looking up at the third step

"Show me you still love me like I still love you show me I'm-" I saw him take the stairs and grab my face both sides with his firm hands

Closing his eyes tilting his head and slamming his lips on mine