Secret love (Eddie Munson x fem yn)

Panic Attacks

Another day of high school, Monday mornings, and a prep rally. I walk into the gym seeing half the school already on the bleachers. "Hey yn!" I hear a shout. I turn around and see my enemy Kim.

"What do you want Kim?" I snapped stepping closer to her. She scoffs.

"Your are an actual slut.., making out with Steve, then Billy, then Eddie.." She leered. My jaw tenses. "Your a whore yn...and everyone knows it." She laughs. I smirk at her then punch her in the face. She wipes off the blood from her lip and stares at me. She punches me and I laugh.

"You fucking bitch!" I thundered and started to punch her a few times. I kicked her in her stomach. She ran towards me and tackled me to the ground. I pull her hair making her scream. I turn us around and drag her up on her face. "Call me a slut again I fucking dare you." I grin at her. I get pulled off by someone and Kim falls to the ground.

I turn around and push who ever was pulling me away. "What the fuck were you doing!" Jason stammered. I stare at him then look over by the door. I wipe the blood off my face and laugh. "Yn are you ok?" Jason questioned. He touches my arm but I slapped his hand off.

"Don't fucking touch me!" I look back at the door and see Billy. He starts walking over here.

"Boys!" Jason shouts. The basketball team stands in front of me "protecting me".

"Let me talk to her." Billy begs. Jason scoffs and continues talking to him. I look over at the cheer team that is looking to see if Kim is ok. I look up around the bleachers and see Hellfire staring at me. Well Eddie staring at me. I wave at him for come near me to help me escape this hot gym. He rushes towards me quietly.

"What?" He whisper shouts. I take his hand and run out of the gym. Everyone saw including Billy and Jason. I take him to a bathroom and lock the door. "Yn why did you-" I start to breath heavily, putting my hand on my chest.

"I can't breathe Eddie." I panic. He comes closer to me and takes off my heavy layers. He leaves me in my cheer uniform and sits me on the counter. He puts his hands under cold water then stands in between my legs. He puts his hands on my face, then my arms, then back to my face.

"Your okay. Just breath ok. I'm not going to let anyone hurt you ok." I slowly nod and try to breath. "Here breathe with me." I follow his breathing pattern a few times. I finally get my breathing in control with his hands still on my face. "There you go. You're o-" I cut him off by wrapping my arms around his neck and hugging him tightly.

"Hug me Eddie...please." I whisper gently. He wraps his arms around me and hugs me tighter than I'm hugging him. I feel so safe in his arms, I don't know why but I do.

"Yn." He pulls away from the hug. "I can't- you can't be around me." He hesitated. I look at him confused. "You're this pretty popular girl that cheers with a reputation, but I'm just the freak." He faltered. I hopped off the counter and looked at him one more time.

"But I don't care Eddie.., that's the thing. I don't care if you are around me! For the past few days things have changed! Gif I think I l have feelings for you Eddie!" I shouted. My eyes widened at what I just said. Eddies eyes shoot up at mine in shock.

"I read the entire book last night yn." He steps closer. Oh god. Does that mean that he got the message? "You make me feel different. I need to be around you...Eddie." He repeated the message. I wrote that just for Eddie when I was in the 5th grade. "Why would you write that?" He asks seriously. I rub my arm then look at the ground.

"Because...I've liked you since the 5th grade." I breathe heavily scared of what he's going to say next.

"Yn..I've liked you since the 4th grade..." He puts his hands on my hips and brings me towards him. "And I still do." He vowed in a raspy voice. He slowly brings his face closer to mine. Our lips centimeters apart.

Then the locked door somehow slams open. Eddie and I quickly pull away and stare at the person in shock. "What the fuck yn!" Jason shouts. He steps closer to Eddie but I get in between them just in time.

"Jason stop!" I shout and out my hands on Jason's chest.

"Is he forcing you to kiss him?!" Eddie steps in and tenses.

"Oh yeah as if I would ever do that her." I start to breathe heavy again.

"Please just stop yelling!!" I push Jason into the stall door.

"Eddie it's happening again." I hold my chest.

"What, what's happening!" Jason gets closer to us. Things start to go blurry. I slowly faint and fall. But then Eddie quickly catches me.

"Oh my god yn." The basketball and cheerleading team both enter the bathroom. They all see Eddie holding me.

"Jason put cold water on your hands." Eddie shouts. Jason quickly comes back with wet hands. "Put them on her face." I feel Jason's cold hands. It's not the same as it was with Eddie's. It was more calm.

I slowly start to wake up, seeing Eddie holding me on the ground. I slap Jason's hands off of my face. Jason chuckles and stands up. Eddie helps me up.

"So.., will you please tell me why I walked in on you and the freak almost kissing!!" Jason kinda shouts. I look at Eddie then at Chrissy. My best friend. She looks mad. She walks to me and pushes me into the wall.

"First you get together with Steve, then break up with him! Then you make out with Billy at that party, oh yeah then you made out with Eddie not even 2 hours later.., and now you are-were about to kiss him!" She shouts at me. I flinch at her anger. She's never yelled at me like this before. "God yn maybe Kim was right..you are a slut." I slap her face then instantly regret it.

I look at everyone in this huge bathroom then at Eddie. I quickly grab my stuff and run out of the bathroom.

"Wait yn!" Eddie chases after me. He catches up with me in the hall. Everyone exiting the bathroom, watching and hearing everything we do or say.

"What Eddie!" I sobbed. He pulls me in by the hips again and quickly smashes our lips together. I drop my stuff and wraps my arms around his neck. I jump and wrap my legs around his waist. I've never felt this way about anyone. I felt something special between us.

I slowly pull away and stare at him. I looked behind his shoulder and see everyone watching us including Jason and Chrissy. "Isn't there supposed to be a pre rally right now?" Eddie questions. Now that I think about it...yes there is. I come back to to ground and look at the cheer squad. Chrissy comes from behind Eddie and holds my hands.

"I'm so sorry yn." She sobs. I hug her tightly, trying to comfort her. "Your not a slut. Your just trying to find happiness." I completely agree with her.  I pull away from the hug and stare at Eddie. I sigh and hug him.

"Eddie..I'm sorry but...cheer leading is my happiness." Everyone gasps including Chrissy. "I'm sorry Eddie." I sob and pick up my stuff. Chrissy takes my hand and we run towards the gym with everyone else.

What just happened.