Being nervous isn't an excuse

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(3 days later)

It was time for the concert, finally I had the chance to show my talent to the world. I was scared, I was scared I'd turn out like all other celebrities, fake and mean.

I was hella nervous, nothing could compare to what I was feeling that night.
"Introducing, Sam Smith & Sophia Smith! Don't worry ladies they're not married. Now, on with the show!"
The intro to 'The climb' by Miley Cyrus played, it was the opening act, and it seemed like the perfect song that described my struggles throughout life.
I could feel Sams eyes on me, which made me more furious and nervous.
I let out all my nervousness on that song, it made me feel good. I was no longer scared.
When I finished, the crowd practically screamed out my name and screamed of excitement for Sam. I blushed and waved bye, waiting for my next turn to go on. I would be singing 'I've told you now' with Sam, wasn't this just spiffy? I was pissed off already at him for yelling at me and for getting mad for no reason.
This performance would help me vent out my anger, I heard the fans cheer at the ending of the song Sam had sang and he introduced me back on the stage, I was dressed in all black and this time we stood facing each other, with anger and hate.
Sam had started first as always:
"You know what I mean, its like walking in the heat all day with no water. It's like waiting for a friend, watching everyone else meet theirs on that corner. I'm losing in an argument, all though you're right, I can't get my thoughts in order. Still I refrain, from talking at you talking on, I won't explain. So what the hell? Why do you think I come round here on my free will? Wasting all me precious time, oh, the truth spills out. Oh, I've told you now."

I gulped and closed my eyes, I sang what I had felt,

"You know what I mean, although I try my best I still let down the team. You're everything I want, why should I resist when you are there for me? Still I refrain from talking at you talking on, you know me well, I won't explain.
So what the hell? Why do you think I come round here on my free will? Wasting all my precious time, oh, the truth spills out. Oh, I, I've told you now. And I've told you now. I've told you now.
Still I refrain from talking at you talking on, you know me well, I won't explain, so what the hell? Why do you think I come round here on my free will? Wasting all my precious time, oh the truth spills out. Oh, I've told you now."

Sam and I exchanged a fake hug and smile, I wish this won't stay like this forever. I walked off the stage waving at the fans which only made them scream more.
My next performance would knock them off their feet.

I would be singing about what was supposed to be impossible.

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