Impossible

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I started moving to the beat hearing the guitarist in the back begin to play the notes.
I want to put my heart and soul into this. I had loved him, I thought he was the one, I thought us splitting was impossible. I was wrong, I was angry, I was sad, my emotions were conflicted.

"I remember years ago, someone told me I should take caution when it comes to love, I did.
You were strong and I was not, my illusion my mistake. I was careless, if forgot, I did.
And now, when all is done there is nothing to say, you have gone so effortlessly. You have won, now you can go ahead and tell them, tell them all I know now, shout it from the rooftops, write it on the skylines, all we had is gone now. Tell them I was happy, and my heart is broken, all my scars are open, tell them what I hoped would be impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible."

A majority of the fans had their hands in the air swaying from side to side, I saw thousands of cellphone lights in the air making them look like fallen stars. It was all so beautiful, I began to cry, I began to feel the emotion. All I had was gone now, everything, all the love was lost, but maybe we could find it again.

"Falling out of love is hard, falling for betrayal is worse, broken trust and broken hearts, I know, I know.
Thinking all you need is there, building faith on love and words. Empty promises will wear, I know, I know.
And now, when all is done there is nothing to say, well if youre done with embarrassing me, on your own you can go ahead and tell them. Tell them all I know now, shout it from the rooftops, write it on the skyline, all we had is gone now. Tell them I was happy, and my heart is broken, all my scars are open, tell them what I hoped would be impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible. "

I was full on crying now, 'enough sadness' I thought, it was time to embrace my anger,

"I remember years ago, someone told me I should take caution when it comes to love, I did.
Tell them all I know now! Shout it from the rooftops! Write it on the skyline! All we had is gone now, tell them I was happy, and my heart is broken, all my scars are open. Tell them what I hoped would be impossible! Impossible! Impossible! Impossible! Impossible.."

The crowd cheered, I wiped the tears from my eyes and I smiled and stuck my hand in the air as a sign of victory. Today was my day, and I wasn't going to let anyone stop me, I was going to be invincible.

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