Take me to Nirvana {Sam Smith}

Apologies arent accepted all the time

We left the studio, Sam was laughing with someone on the phone the entire time, then he hung up.

"You know," Sam began to say as we sat in his car gazing at the night sky, "I never got to know your story."

"It would be wasting your time, there's nothing much to it. I mean I live here, I work at a rundown bar on 6th street, life is alright."

"You wouldn't be wasting your time, I'd love to hear it, please?"

I sighed, it wasn't easy bringing up my past, I had lived a tough life, I tried my best. I never came out on top. Truth be told, I had suffered, I had made it through a living hell.

"I grew up in Dallas Texas, I lived in a small home with my two younger brothers, my mom, and my dad. My family was a typical family at first, but I was the one who suffered. They bullied me, they told me I wasn't enough, or that I would never make it in the real world. They put me down, my younger brothers were afraid, I wanted the best for them. I didn't want them to suffer too, but it was to late. My youngest brother, Caleb, commited suicide. That was a dark day for me, well dark year. After that I moved out, and I took my young brother with me, I moved here, got him his own place and I moved on with my life. I steered away from my family, never kept in contact, and I don't plan to either."

By now I was tearing up, I had loved Caleb, he was my world, he was only 16. He deserved better, he deserved a chance.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean-"
"It's fine, I don't need sympathy."
"I'm trying to comfort you."
"Well I don't need your comfort, please.."
"What? I'm doing something for you!"
"I wasn't supposed to be here! You brought me here!"
"It is my choice! I'm sorry for actually seeing something in you!"
"Well superman, I don't need your 'keen' eyesight!"
"You know what?! I brought you here! I can take you straight back down!"
"You wouldn't dare do it, you wouldn't dare Sam Smith. Ha, you love it when your fans cheer your name huh? I knew it, you were just as stuck up as the others. I guess I proved myself wrong."
"I gave you everything! And you throw it away like garbage!"
"Well you know what?! This was all a mistake! Maybe that night should've stayed a one night stand!"

I left his car, he called after me, ignored him, I decided to walk to my apartment alone. It wasn't that far away, it was about 4 blocks from here. I could make it.

*bleep bleep*
Text from: Sam S.
I never get like this, it just hurt when you said that. I'm sorry, please forgive me?
I looked up and squeezed my phone tightly, I was angry, I was furious.

I texted him back:
I'm sorry Mr. Smith, apologies aren't accepted all the time.

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{I hope you all liked this chapter! The upcoming ones are more interesting.
This one was dedicated to SamSweats
Thank you all so much, to all my little sailors, lots of love xx }