A/N: Lots of smut n' fluff in this chapter
EJ's POV
Right now, I'm confused why I was cuddling with Ricky Bowen and on the verge of having sex with my enemy. Let's recap.
We laid down on the bed. Ricky was really upset because his mom was abusing him, which I can relate. My hands were in his curls. His arms were wrapped around my neck, while mine were around his waist. My head was breathing against my neck. Being with Ricky felt so comfortable.
I'm not one to stick around. One strike and you're out, baby. Don't care if I sound crazy"
I don't know why we were doing this. We both started to undress each other, and made out shamelessly. I was sucking on his neck passionately, leaving red marks on his neck. I wanted answers. Why am I about to fuck Ricky Bowen?
Ricky lowered down to my penis and teased it by giving it kitten licks. I moaned lightly as he fit his mouth into my cock and started gently sucking it. It kinda felt romantic because it was so slow and gentle.
"But you never let me down, no, no.
That's why when the sun's up, I'm stayin' still layin' in your bed, singin"He started swirling his tongue around my hardened cock. Ricky was a good bottom, not gonna lie. "Ricky, I-I'm gonna cum." Just then, the fluid came out of my penis, as he consumed it.
The curly boy let go of my cock, as I got him on his knees. "Ready, Bowen?" Ricky widened his eyes as I slowly inserted my penis into his knot and started to go in and out. His moans were getting louder and more desperate, as I held onto his hair.
"EJ-" his voice cracked. I went faster and harder. "Please stop, please." he whined.
He started to ejaculate as I swallowed. I took it out of him and we went back to hugging. "Holy shit," I heard Ricky whisper.
"Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh. Got all this time in our hands. Might as well cancel our plans. I could stay here for a lifetime"
I gave gentle kisses. Fuck, why did this feel so good. "What's bothering you, love?" I asked softly. His eyes were so brown and beautiful.
"You kinda took my virginity." his voice trailed off. My eyes widened like a watermelon. "It's fine though. Just didn't imagine my first being my enemy."
"Don't call me that. You fucked me so at least call me a friend." I smirked. He chuckled as I gave him more light kisses.
Suddenly, we heard a knock on Ricky's door. "Ricky, is that you? You good?" I heard his sister knock. Oh shit. Ricky got up to lock the door.
"So lock the door, and throw out the key. Can't fight this no more"
He sat on the bed as I cuddled and gave him more gentle kisses. "Um, I'm good." he replied. We heard his sister leaving. His lips crashed into mine and our lips waltzed. "Oh fuck, I love this."
"Same," I admitted. "I gotta admit, you're a good bottom." Ricky smiled. He wrapped his legs around my waist and gave me more kisses.
"Fuck, you're amazing, mmh." he kept going. My hands went below his thighs, while his were on my abs.
"It's just you and me and there's nothing I, nothing I, I can do. I'm stuck with you, stuck with you, stuck with you"
---------- MORNING
I woke up with Ricky besides me. I didn't wanna wake him, 'cause he looked so pretty. Why do I kinda like-oh shit. "Shit, Ricky, our project!"
"We have a week. We can do it today, douche" he gave me a peck on the lip. I keep forgetting that we're enemies and I'm straight.
"Uh, let's get ready for school." I grabbed my phone. It's Saturday. Not that there's a problem. I just have to go home today. I don't wanna go home because of my parents. "Um, nevermind it's Saturday."
Ricky pulled me into a hug. His hugs were nice. "I can tell something's off." Ricky winked. I hugged him back and pulled him very close, til' I could feel his breath against my cheek.
"So go ahead and drive me insane
baby, run your mouth""My dad and I don't have the best relationship." I said. He grabbed my head and tucked it in his chest, as I almost cried. I felt his hands run through my hair. God, Ricky Bowen is so graceful. +
"I can relate. It'll be okay. You can stay here, if you'd like." I smiled at him.
"Sure." I gave him one more kiss before he closed his eyes. I stared at him for a few minutes, playing with his soft hair. I never felt so safe. I also realized that we were both stripped down. He had really strong abs.
"I still wouldn't change all this loving you, hating you, wanting you"
He woke up after a few minutes and we both went in the shower together. It was fun having an enemy with a benefit. We were very playful in the shower.
After our shower, we would change our clothes to something comfy and cuddle. "So, christmas is tomorrow!" I exclaimed. "I'm so excited."
"Same. Are you gonna get me anything, Caswell?" Ricky winked at me. I pecked his lip.
"Mm, I might think about it." I replied. Just then, his sister ruined the moment. Natalia Bowen, aka Natalie, aka Nat, aka Nattie.
"What are you doing with my brother?" Nat asked. I just realized that we were both hugging, so we quickly pulled away.
"Uh, he's not doing anything, Nattie." Ricky replied. Nat put up two fingers and pointed them at me. Oh damn, she's fierce. Just like her brother. "Relax, he's nice."
"You're friends with Thiago, aren't you?" I heard Nat mutter. My eyebrows were knitted.
"How do you know who Thiago Martinez is?" I asked. Her eyes widened.
"Um, I'm gonna go grab lunch." Nat quickly walked out. Ricky and I were confused by the little girl's behavior, but we shrugged it off and went back to cuddling.
"Baby, come take all my time. Go on, make me lose my mind. We got all that we need here tonight"
Ricky leaned in and gave me another kiss. "So are the rumors true?" Ricky smirked. I raised my eyebrow, indicating my confusion.
"What rumors?" I asked. He chuckled.
"Fifth grade? I made up a rumor that you were gay." he chuckled. My eyes went flamin' red. I pushed Ricky off of me. I forgot why I fucking hated this guy.
"What the fuck? I'm not gay!" I yelled. He flinched. Yeah that's right, Bowen. Be afraid.
"Okay, sorry!" Ricky cried. I stood up and grabbed my stuff, but then realized the cuts on his leg. I went near him, and he got scared, kicking his legs. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
I took a deep breath and held his legs down. I pointed to the red cut on his leg. "Was this today?" Ricky was whimpering by my anger. "Was this today?!" I said a little more fiercefully.
"Yes!" He cried. "L-Last night." My face softened. I thought we were okay last night. "Just don't hurt me, sorry."
I felt a little hurt, but I understood why he was so scared. I let go of his legs and gave him a hug. "Sorry," I whispered. He cried hardly into my chest. "I'm sorry. I won't hurt you, ever."
"I'm stuck with you, stuck with you, stuck with you..."
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Fanfictiona story about a young boy named Ricky who suffers from depression and severe anxiety, and has suicidal thoughts, but one day, a boy named EJ Caswell gets dragged into his life and changes everything. Inspired by @Multifandom_PFL and @serenitymoonlig...