Heya, my name's Lily. I'm 15 years old and I study in the first Cambridge School in Kazakstan. And, yup, I'm Kazakh.
If you are reading this, I'm really surprised that someone could find it.
It's kinda story of my life. Why is it so special? I don't really know. There are two reasons why I'm writing it right now:
a) I'm so close to give up
b) I want to practice my English skills
c) I've got nobody to tell it
Okay, let me describe the point A. A year ago I used to weight 61 kilos and my height was about 164 centimeters. I was just a little Kazakh meatball. For a long period of time I couldn't find any strength and will to make myself forget about the food. It was very hard for me, but since I promised myself again not to eat fast food and drink soda drinks my organism started living well. Unfortunately, my weight didn't burn so much. Only after the first week of 2015 I decided to go on a diet. It was one of my serious plans of my entire life. It took me more than 2 weeks to decrease the volume of the stomach. But then I've been eating only one or two packs of Tic-Tac a day. I REALLY WANT TO WARN YOU NOT TO TRY MY METHOD. No, really. Now my weight is 46 kilos. Wooh, but don't think that it's the end. As I said, I'm on the edge. On the edge of the losers and tired people who gave up seeing their reflections. I'm just tired. I started writing this s$#t just to divert attention from the food. Tomorrow's gonna be interesting, because I've got lots of plans to do in the morning. I hope that the rain will stop by the time I wake up. So, see ya tomorrow
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