•Abyss•

•RM•

Namjoons Pov

We arrived at my house at almost two in the morning, Seokjin looked really tired, and i just wanted to hug him until he fell asleep in my arms, but after what he said after we kissed proved to me it was never going to happen.

To be honest, i felt heartbroken when he told me that, i felt completely upset. And i still am.

But Seokjin was staying over, id have to fake a smile until he fell asleep.

I felt really bad after what he told me about his date with Cole. No words could express how bad i wanted to beat him up. Jinnie doesn't deserve this at all.

I opened the door for Seokjin, and he walked in my house with a look of awe. He looked adorable, i smiled fondly at him.

"This is your house?! Rich much?" He joked with his sleepy tone.

"I'm not that rich." I put my bag down and took his coat.

He began to walk around my house cutely, i allowed him to as i prepared some food for both of us.

I baked some chocolate chip cookies and prepared some warm milk for both of us. I didn't want to eat, but i hadn't eaten in almost a day now, so i figured maybe i could eat this snack.

I suddenly remembered all my drafts and poems on my desk. I can't let Seokjin find out i'm RM! I yelled at myself mentally.

I ran up the stairs rapidly towards my room. I found him about to go in my room.

He slowly turned around as i sprinted towards him. I grabbed both of his hands and pulled him to me so he wouldn't go inside.

The suprised boy looked at me through his eyelashes as i held his hands against my chest.

I instantly noticed what i was doing, and not wanting to make him uncomfortable i quickly let go of him.

"Dont g-go in my room." Was the only thing i was able to say. There was no word to describe this man's beauty. He's so out of this world.

"Why not!" He whined as he crossed his arms like a child.

"It's messy."

"I don't care if it's messy.

"I do."

He smiled at me, clearly annoyed. "Clean it and i'll come back." He said as he walked down the stairs, probably about to eat.

I sprinted to my room and began to hide every poem i had. I also cleaned a bit of clothes i had on my bed.

After cleaning everything i ran downstairs and saw Jin cuddling with one of my blankets, my favorite blanket. He looked tiny, he's so cute. He was eating one of the cookies, trying to cover himself with the blanket.

"Are you cold?" I asked as i sat next to him.

He nodded rapidly. "Are you done with your room?" He asked, i also nodded. And with one blink he was already sprinting to my room.

We arrived at my door and he hesitated a little before entering my room.

I placed myself on the door frame, leaning onto it with my arms crossed as he explored my room.