•Abyss•

•Gone•

It's been a month since me and Namjoon made up. I noticed he unblocked me, and i did as well. But we haven't talked. As he said, he is taking a break from everything and everyone. I haven't seen him out or anything, i just hope he's okay.

It's only been a month, but i miss him.

I miss our stupid arguments, i miss his derpy little dimples, those dragon eyes i adore so much. I miss him so much.

In the meantime, i've created a bond with Jimin. Quite a strong one. I've gotten closer to the rest of the boys too. I feel safe with them.

Sadly, i wish i've gotten to meet them sooner, but i'm glad to have them. They're my home.

Currently it's march 9, Yoongis birthday. The guys planned a simple sleepover at my house to celebrate it, since Yoongi doesn't like birthdays a lot.

I've been stressing out the whole week, it's the first time all of the guys come to my house and i feel like it isn't well prepared.

"Emotional support please!" I loudly say at Jimin through the phone. "I'm so nervous Jiminie!"

"God you're so annoying, im already on my way!!" He jokes.

"You said that an hour ago." I place my hands on my hips.

"I stopped at the supermarket, i got hungry." He giggled through the phone. I laugh sarcastically and he laughs harder. "Im already at the traffic light by your house, see you in a few bubs."

Right after, he hangs up. I frustratedly clean the sweat from my forehead and continue sweeping. I've been cleaning all the day since morning, right now it's 7:38pm, the guys should be coming over soon.

"Hiii!!" Jimin sprints to hug me as he walks in. He quickly slows down as he sees how sweaty i am. "Nevermind.."

I stick my tongue at him and he giggled as he side hugs me.

"Go shower please, everyone's already on their way here and you're yucky." Jimin says.

I make a disgusted face and laugh as i walk to my room. I hear Jimin throw himself on my couch and i try my best not to scream.

After i'm done with my shower, i put on some checkered pants and...

Namjoons hoodie.

I hadn't returned it since the first time i went to his house, because he never reminded me to, and i completely forgot.

But i'm glad we both forgot.

This hoodie and his posts are the only things i have of him.

God, missing him hurts...

I snuggle in the comfort of the cream color jacket as i think of him. I look at the mirror and see it's black letters.

"You're my moon."

It's so pretty. I like to imagine he says that to me.

You're so cheesy Seokjin.

I dry my hair and as i leave the bathroom i glance at the living room and Taehyung and Jungkook are ready here. "I'll be out in a sec!!" I exclaim and i hear their "Okay's".

A few hours later we're all sitting around in a circle telling secrets like little fourth graders.

"Yeah, So apparently Hyun Soo robbed five houses in his neighborhood and he got caught." Jimin says with playful smile.

We all gasp dramatically.

"I really liked him, i don't know what happened to him..he was not like this before." Taehyung sighs. Jimin rubs his back and Tae smiles.