Hi God,
I don't know how to start this letter..
December 27,2022
3:47am
2022
- Rent to own(ecoverde)
-Breakdown after breakdown
- New Job(march 2022-social media assistant, ended on MMPDC(struggle on their business)
- Started fulls of goals and determination
- went to makati(sunlife exam) May passed!
- unexpected pregnant
- be with my papa again (oct until now(dec)Hi God,
This is it..
You know that my devotion are dry, also my relationship with you...
Lahat ng kinakatakutan ko? it happened because of my disobedient. Mentally unprepared, financial, spiritual, physical.
Literally drowned this year but still tried to sinked in by the grace and love of God.
2022: Boat in the sea
For me, 2021 is literally shaken my faith on God when it comes to my family especially on my papa. 1 year without my papa. (he went to mindoro on the year of 2021 then 2022( july) went to batangas) I don't want happened to him but everyday I prayed for his safety.
2022, October 1. Be with my papa again. Pahirapan pang makapunta si papa because of mama.
Until now, I'm worried about of my situation on my papa. Nasa bahay lang siya and araw-araw nakakarinig siya ng masasakit na salita kay mama. I can't blame my mother because all of the hurts, breakdown, and mentally unprepared. Naiintindihan ko lahat yun.. I just don't know what should I do with them. Prayers na lang magagawa ko until now.
Alam kong grabe akong mainis at maistress lalo ngayong buntis ako. Naging showy ako when it comes to my emotion. Araw-araw akong naiistress, pagdating sa pera. Ngayong dec, unstable sweldo ni mama. That means, damay ako. Talagang nagulo po ang pagbabudget ko.
Dec 27 pa lang pero ramdam ko na agad yung challenges sa mga susunod na araw. Walang work parehas kong magulang. Nag ha-hi na saakin ang mga bills..
Literally surviving everyday...
I also take the leap to apply on VA AGENCY and rejection aftr rejection.
Sobra din po yung stress ko sa trabaho.. I want to quit but I can't..
Despite of all struggles and breakdown...Grateful for this 2022
- Grace & Love of God
- Passed sunlife exam( temporary stop)
- September(EGR of EJ)
-Job (50/50) first time experienced 10k-12k-14kAchieved bec of hardwork
- was able to buy the foods that I want
- Iphone 11(sept, hulugan)
- Ringlight, webcam, headphonePrayers for coming days..
- mental health
-financial breakthrough
- Peace of mind of my parentsto be continueed...
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