Redemption

Chapter 11

JAZMINE'S POV
"Baby, wake up please. Jazzy I didn't mean it" Devyn cried.

"Okay people we need two units of blood..... Sir I'm going to need you to back up and let us do our job!....somebody run her lactic, and page OB."

"Dr.Ross, we can't find a vein, the only two tiny ones we found blew...."

"Move over Let me try.... DID SOMEONE PAGE FOR NEURO AND ORTHO??!"

"Yes Doctor, we called and their on their way."

"We'll tell them to me meet us in OR 3, we're running out of time. Let's move her people." I heard all these voices and commotion, but I couldn't see anything. It was all black, As they were moving I felt dizzy almost as if I was spinning round and round in circles.

"Hi Jazmine, I'm going to give you something to make you sleepy okay, you are in good hands, just relax and everything will be okay."

"Hi babygirl" A full figured woman with bronze skin and thick flowing locks, stood before me with her arms wide open. She looked so happy and glowed graciously. Behind her I could see bright cloudy skies.

"Nanna!" I walked towards her and she hugged me so tight. I didn't want to let her go. I didn't even realize that I was crying.

"Why are you crying sweet pea" she wipes my tears from my face.

"I just miss you so much, and nothing goes right since you left... and then mom and dad..... and then I'm pregnant..... and work.." I sobbed.

"It's just tooo much, I am tired nanna, I feel all alone."

"Oh no baby you are never alone, I've always been here with you. Every step of the way. Everything is happening the way it is supposed to, I'm here cheering you on."

"But why is it all happening at one time, I just don't understand."

"That is not a question I can answer, only you can answer that, but I can say that you are strong.... There is nothing that you can't handle Jazmine, you got this." She reached for my hand and we walked to a bench. It had all of our favorite snacks, and a TV with movies that we used to watch together. We sat and talked for hours, and hours until I fell asleep.

I Woke up and didn't see her, so I just decided to walk around, and take in the beautiful clouds and blue sky. On my stroll I seen a flower garden, one with purple roses. I have never seen purple roses before they were so beautiful. I picked one and it disintegrated right in my hands. I picked another and the same thing happened. Then I started to cry.

It's like I ruin everything I touch. "Baby girl, what are you still doing here.

"N-N-Nannaaa, I picked the rose and it just died, what's wrong with me."

"Ohh baby, there is nothing wrong with you, the rose died because you do not belong here right now, so you do not have the authority to keep it thriving and flourishing." I watched as she picked one and it began to gently glow.

"Wowww" I said amazed.

"Mhmm, absolutely precious, you must treat it like so.... But sweet pea, you have to go back now.

"But I want to stay with youu, it's so peaceful and stress free heree, everything is bright and happy. Please nanna don't make me go back."

"It's not up to me baby, but I'll tell you what." She reached over and picked 3 more purple roses as all 4 of them glowed.

"These are yours, okay, I will watch and take good care of them until you are ready to get them okay."

"Okay"