Forbidden Desire: Aaron Hotchner x Reader

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Y/n
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I'm not looking forward to work today. I woke up this morning on the sofa with Harry. His head was on my lap and the Netflix screen was still flashing. I carefully move his head under a pillow and clean up the Ice cream cartons and the leftover Chinese boxes. I quickly have a shower and get dressed. I leave Harry a note saying thank you for last night and place it on the table before opening the door and heading to work. I turn on the radio and 'Kill you' By eminem starts playing. It's one of my favourite songs so I turn up the radio.

I hum along to the lyrics at the start of the song. I then begin to sing along.
"You goddamn right bitch and now it's too late" I start
"I'm triple platinum and tragedies happen in two states"
"I invented violence you vile venomous volatile bitches vain vicodin. Vrnn Vrnn Vrnnn" I sing as I pull up to work. I turn off the radio as I exit the car and lock it up. I walk into the building and enter the lift. Once it gets to my floor i sigh before the doors open. I exit the lift and walk towards my desk. As soon as i sit down I hear Aaron call me from the top of the stairs.

"My office, Now" he says and I roll my eyes. I stand up and walk up the stairs to his office. I open the door and he gestures for me to take a seat in front of him. I hesitantly take a seat and he searches my eyes.
"I wanted to speak to you about yesterdays mission" he says and I bite my cheek. I nod and he continues.
"I understand that withholding the information from you was wrong" he says and i scoff.
"But." he says and I meet his eyes
"I didn't find out about the Unsubs goals until we were about to raid the warehouse" He says and I nod
"So you think that makes everything alright?" I say
"Of course it doesn't... but I am your boss and whatever I do... I expect your respect"

"And i expect you to tell me about a rapist using me but hey ho!" I say and he shakes his head
"If you're going to act like a child about it then there is no point apologising"
"An apology isn't enough"
"I know that... I also know I hurt you and I'm sorry about that. It was not my intention but i trusted my judgement. We got the victim out of there and no one else was hurt" He says
"Can I leave now?"
"No"

"What else?" I ask and he sits upright in his seat
"Your boyfriend showed up at my house last night" he says and I furrow my brows
"I don't have a boyfriend" I say and he nods
"The one that claims he is your boyfriend" He says and my eyes go wide
"Joseph?"
"Yes"

"What did he want?"
"You"
"So why did he go to you?"
"Because he believes that i'm trying to take you away from him"
"So? what did you say"
"I told him that if he went near you again i'd have him arrested for stalking" he shrugs
"Okay, can i leave now?"
"Yes" he says and I stand up and leave his office.

He knew about it for ten minutes, had a conversation with me and didn't think to bring it up? The fact that the case related to rape and it was my fault brought up some dark memories.

My ex. Telling me that It was my fault what happened to me. I say ex, yet he was just a guy i started seeing four months after breaking up with Aaron. I was fresh to the secret service and met a guy. We started seeing each other and then one night he turned violent. He said it was my fault. That I did it to myself. After him, I didn't start seeing anyone until Joseph. And even that was just me sleeping with him twice before he told me he loved me.

I sit down at my desk and I hear someone walking down the stairs. I look up and I see him walk towards the lift. A middle aged blonde woman walks out and he greets her. She whispers something into his ear and then he takes her up into his office. Confused I turn back to my paperwork.

They've been in his office for about 30 minutes. His door is locked and the blinds are shut. I see his door open and he walks out. His tie is undone and he fixes it as he looks over at me. I turn around and pretend that I was doing paperwork. So he's fucking old women in his office now? I internally laugh and get out of my seat to make myself a coffee.

I turn on the pot, boiling the water and I hear people behind me. I don't turn around and then I hear him.
"Help yourself" he says as he walks away. I turn around and the woman is there. She gives me a death glare and I turn back around confused.
"You're her" she says and I look at her my eyebrows furrowed
"Who?"
"The woman that he was on the TV with" she says and I glance around. Brilliant no one else is here to save me.

"I guess I am" I say and she looks me up and down
"What's your name?" she asks me
"Y/n?" I say back as if it was a question and she laughs. I'm so confused right now.
"So you and Aaron... you used to be a thing yes?" she asks me and I open my mouth but nothing comes out. How does she know that?

"Erm..." I start
"I see the way you look at my husband" She says and then everything makes sense. She must be Hayley.
"I beg your pardon" I say and she looks at me angrily
"Me and Aaron... We've worked things out. So i'd appreciate you not trying to fuck my husband" she says and I look around again. Still alone. Great.

"You worked things out?" I say and she nods. That would explain the fact he shagged her in his office.
"I'm not trying to fuck your husband" I say. Lie. I would very much like to.
"Good." she says and then we both hear footsteps
"It was very nice to meet you Y/n" she says as Aaron approaches us. Cheeky cow. He looks in between us both and she smiles at him. I look back towards the coffee and pour myself a cup before heading back to my desk. I feel his eyes on me and then he begins walking too. He walks her to the lift and she says goodbye to him. I turn to my desk and get started on my paperwork.

"We have a case" I hear him say and I sigh picking up my coffee and heading to the meeting room.
I walk in and take a seat in between Rossi and Derek.
"There is a case for us... but the Jet is being occupied" He says and everyone groans
"So that means we have to drive" Emily says
"Yes, We will split into twos" he says. Please god let me be with someone other than him.

"Our usual twos?" Derek asks and He nods. Fucking brilliant. I'm stuck with him for four hours.
"We leave in Ten" he says and we all stand up.