Part 4

1.3K 105 14
                                    

🌳

"Hey, what are you doing?" A man hugged Jin from behind and laid his head on Jin's shoulder.

Jin just stood in the balcony of his room while looking at the view of the citylight in front of him.

"I miss my mother"

"Tomorrow is Saturday, do you want to go to her grave?" Jin nodded.

"Soobin.."

"Hmm"

"Thank you" Soobin just nodded and kissed Jin's shoulder.

Soobin and Jin are not dating, they are close and choose not to commit. After his mother died 2 years ago due to illness, Jin moved out of the house. A house that has many memories with his mother and Jungkook. He lives with Soobin in his apartment. So far, Soobin has only been a friend to Jin, but when his mother died, Jin was devastated and only Soobin was by his side. They got closer and it all just happened.

"Jin, you have to eat, the food won't run out if you just stare at it" Soobin said, he got up from his chair and approached Jin. Sitting beside him holding Jin's hand.

"Is there anything else you can think of?"

"You remember my brother? Jungkook? I suddenly remembered him" Jin turned to Soobin and Soobin immediately let go of his grip.

"Yes, I remember"

"Soobin.. I'm sorry, I don't mean to talk about him anymore but--"

"It's okay, eat first, I want to take a shower" Soobin smiled and entered the room. But before he entered the room, Jin held his hand.

"Soobin, I didn't mean to talk about him, I just remembered him and--"

"Jin, it's okay" Soobin took his hand and left. Jin felt bad for making Soobin like that. Soobin knows about Jungkook, but he also knows that the way Jin talks about Jungkook is something else. Jin said he's just a little brother to him but for Soobin, Jungkook is so special. It was clear in his eyes when he talked about Jungkook, it made him jealous and Jin realized it. He just wanted to protect his feelings because he always accompanied Jin all this time.

Jin waited for Soobin in his bed, Soobin came out of the bathroom and saw Jin there.

"Soobin.."

"Jin, it's okay, I don't want to talk about it anymore, I know you must miss him and he doesn't know that your mother is dead, I hope you two can meet again" Soobin smiled and Jin approached him, stood in front of him while cupped Soobin's cheek.

"I'm sorry" Soobin just nodded before Jin kissed him.

"Let's sleep" Jin nodded and took Soobin to the bed, he hugged Soobin. They never had sex, they just lived together.

"Soobin"

"Hmm"

"I love you, thank you because you are always there for me" Soobin looked at Jin.

"I love you too" Jin kissed Soobin's forehead and hugged him tightly.

🌳

The next day

They went to Jin's mother's grave. Sitting and stroking his mother's tombstone, making Jin cry, he missed his mother. He doesn't have anyone else besides Soobin.

"Eomma, I missed you so much" Jin said.

"I'm sorry, I didn't keep my promise to find Jungkook and bring him back before you died, but I'll always be waiting for him to come back, I hope the universe helps me to meet him again" Jin said in his heart.

After being there for quite a while, they decided to go, have lunch at a restaurant.

"Jin"

"Hmm"

"Actually what are you thinking? Your mother or Jungkook?"

"Soobin, I don't think about anything"

"Don't lie to me, I know you're hiding something, did you miss him?" Jin just stared at Soobin, he didn't give any answer.

"I just want him to know about eomma" Soobin just nodded. After eating they intended to go home, but someone called him.

"Jin hyung.." Jin and Soobin turned their heads.

"Tae?"

"Hey hyung, hi Soobin hyung, do you guys want to go?" Taehyung said.

"Yeah, Are you alone?"

"No, I'm with someone, but he's in the toilet"

"Your boyfriend?"

"No, he doesn't want to date me yet, so I can't call him a boyfriend"

"Is there someone who refuses to be your boyfriend? You're handsome and already have a job"

"Aish, but he's different hyung, he's very interesting, then what about you? When did you get married?" Soobin looked at Jin and so did Jin.

"Ahh we didn't think about that Tae" Jin immediately turned his head and faced Taehyung while Soobin who previously held Jin's hand, now pulled his hand.

"Tae, looks like we have to go, see you at the office, okay?" Jin said.

"Okay hyung, bye"

Jin and Soobin were in the car, Soobin just stared out the window while Jin was driving.

"Soobin.. what's wrong?"

"Nothing"

"Tell me, what's wrong?"

"Jin..."

"Hmm"

"I know you don't like it when I bring this up, but what exactly is our relationship? I mean, if there's really no hope for me, should we just--"

"No, please don't leave me" Jin stopped his car on the side of the road and unbuckled his seat belt. He held Soobin's hand and saw Soobin's eyes start to tear up.

"You're the only one I have Soobin"

"No, you still have Jungkook. I'm sure if you meet him, you will still choose him"

"He's my brother"

"What about me? I'm not even a nobody to you"

"You are everything for me Soobin, you accompany me at my worst point and i love you"

"Do you promise to stay with me?"

"I promise" Jin brought his face closer to Soobin and kissed him.

🌳

"Where are you from?" Jungkook said.

"I saw my office friends, they was having lunch here"

"Then where are they?"

"They've gone, I'm confused about them, they've been living together for a few years but they're not married yet"

"They lived together before they got married?" Taehyung nodded.

"He was very kind to me, when my father asked me to work at his company, he told me to learn from this person, my father said if I was good enough to do my job, he would give his company to me"

"Do you work at your father's place?"

"Yes, but another company belongs to my father, so I rarely see him. Because we don't work in the same office"

"Become an employee?" Taehyung nodded.

"I'm only 20 years old, no one will believe if I become CEO"

"How's your college?"

"My father doesn't want me to go to college, he prefers me to work at his company. Because he knows I won't get the best grades on campus"

"So weird, which old man's thinking is like that?"

"my father"

"Whatever, let's go home" Jungkook and Taehyung left the restaurant. Unlike Jin, Jungkook never discussed about Jin. He never even discussed anything about his past because he felt that no one would understand what he was feeling.

The Way Back To You // JINKOOKWhere stories live. Discover now