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Jungkook just stared out the window, he didn't say anything as they headed home. His tears flowed and he wept silently. Jin knew what happened to their baby must have shocked Jungkook. Not only Jungkook, he felt the same way. He took Jungkook's hand and held it tightly.
Arriving at the apartment, Jungkook went straight to his room, he went to the bathroom and Jin followed him.
"Jungkook-ahh.."
"Hyung, I want to rest" Jungkook turned to Jin, he stood in front of the sink and washed his face, Jin came to him and hugged him from behind.
"I promise I will always be here with you Jungkook-ah, whatever happens" Jungkook saw them from the mirror.
"It's okay, we'll get through this together" Jungkook turned his body and hugged Jin tightly, he cried on Jin's shoulder. He poured out all his feelings at that time.
"Hyung.. did I disappoint you? I didn't take good care of our baby, I disappointed you"
"Hey, what are you talking about? You never let me down, I know you've taken very good care of our baby, it's okay Jungkook-ah, but we have to get the baby out, your health is more important, I will always be with you no matter what, so don't blame yourself, I'm here for you, I love you Jungkook-ah"
"Hyung.. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry" Jungkook tightened his hug. He felt that he had failed to take good care of their baby.
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A month passed
After the miscarriage, Jungkook continued to blame himself every day, every night he always hugged Jin's body while sleeping. He didn't want to lose Jin. He also wanted to always be near Jin, always wanted to touch Jin. He wanted to always be with Jin.
Like that night, Jin hadn't come back from work, even though it was already 9pm, he had missed dinner with Jungkook and Taehyung.
"Is Jin hyung working overtime?" Taehyung said.
"I don't know, he didn't say anything to me."
"Jungkook"
"Hmm"
"Did you know that your mother married my father?"
"What? No, I don't know about that, I've never been in touch with my mother anymore"
"My mother said it, I asked my mother to leave that man but she still didn't want to divorce him, even though I said I would live with her if she divorced"
"I think it's because your mother loves her husband"
"Nonsense"
"Don't you believe love can really make us look stupid? That's because love is just a feeling, sometimes we love someone without thinking about what will happen afterward. Sometimes when we love someone we consciously give everything we have, including ourselves, until finally we realize we are no longer standing on our own feet and that's what makes us ultimately have no choice to stick with that person, defending isn't always right, but letting go isn't always wrong either."
"But that man hurt my mother"
"But I'm sure that man is also the reason your mother is happy"
The door opened and Jungkook smiled as he saw Jin coming. He walked over to Jin and hugged him.
"I missed you" Jungkook said.
"Hey, I missed you too" Jungkook released his hug and looked at Jin.
"Why did you just come home? You missed dinner with me"
"I already messaged you if I was going to work late, didn't you see my message?" Jungkook looked at Jin and kissed him.
"I love you, I love you so much hyung"
"I love you too Jungkook ah"
"Ehem.. I think I should go to my room" Taehyung said and went to his room. Jin and Jungkook just laughed.
"Take a shower first, I'll heat up your dinner" Jin took Jungkook's hand and led him into the room.
"I want to take a shower with you"
"Hyung..."
"Why? Won't you take a shower with me?" Jungkook just smiled.
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The Way Back To You // JINKOOK
Fanfiction•Short Story• Jeon Jungkook was cared for since childhood by the Kim family. Mrs. Jeon asked them to look after little Jungkook when he was 1 year old. from then on, he became a part of the Kim family. Jungkook is very close to their son, Kim Seokji...
