Lop-eared Guard ( Official Translation)

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Lop-Eared Guard – 53

5th Dec 2022

Edited and Proofread by: Jie

Warning: suicide 

Lu Shangjin silently put the spoon back into the soup bowl before holding Yan Yi’s armpits and letting him sit astride his lap. 

Yan Yi tilted his head to the side. 

“Look at me.” Lu Shangjin held Yan Yi’s face and made him look into his eyes, “Baby, do you recognize me?”

Yan Yi looked at him with his mouth slightly open, his gaze slack, not knowing if he was even looking into Lu Shangjin’s eyes. 

Feeling his heart ache from Yan Yi’s trance-like appearance, Lu Shangjin held his back and pulled him forward, kissing the corner of his lips. 

Yan Yi lowered his eyelids as his little rabbit ears idly flung towards Lu Shangjin’s face. 

He stared at the ring on Lu Shangjin’s left hand and froze for a moment, whispering to himself, “Lu Shangjin…”

Lu Shangjin’s shoulders perked up. He caressed his back with some excitement. “It’s me.”

“Lu Shangjin…” Yan Yi covered his little tummy as though he was fending against sudden pain and hunched his body uncomfortably like a cooked shrimp. It felt as if a hand was pressing desperately on his stomach. 

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry baby.” Lu Shangjin scooped up the half-cooled winter melon soup and fed it to him, “We’ll go upstairs to rest after eating.”

Yan Yi suddenly lifted his eyelashes, revealing a deeply wounded look. He suddenly raised his hand to knock the spoon out of Lu Shangjin’s hand and lifted the bowl of soup.

The soup splattered onto the floor as the wooden bowl rolled a few meters away in solitude.

“I don’t like Lu Shangjin.” Yan Yi got down from Lu Shangjin, who was frozen in place, before heading back to the storage room to look for the closet. 

Lu Shangjin remained silent in the chair for a while. He then lit a cigarette, finishing it in a few puffs, before squatting down to clean up the scattered dishes and soup on the floor. 

The closet in the storage room was closed tightly. Yan Yi nestled within and felt around inside the pillow, pulling out a phone with a little bit of battery life left. 

He scrolled through Weibo in boredom. 

Yuan Mi, who was the only celebrity he followed, recently posted an announcement. It was a picture of a marriage certificate with an alpha, and also another picture with two people in it. 

Yan Yi recalled carefully for a long time and vaguely remembered that he had once hated this person. 

His fingertips touched the picture of the marriage certificate repeatedly before saving it to his photo album. 

A screenshot of a video call was saved in the photo album. It was of an alpha wearing a cross-neck bathrobe, smiling gently at the camera. 

“Lu Shangjin…” Yan Yi held his phone and looked at it for a very, very long time. The alpha had profound eyebrows and eyes. He had touched it countless times, but now he had forgotten the reason why. 

His head hurt terribly.

After the paralyzing toxins wore off, all the memories, both disoriented and vivid, flooded into his head. He once again remembered some of the agonizing memories that would haunt him for the rest of his life.