Him. │ Brahms Heelshire x femreader

...Right?

"I told you I wouldnt leave you and I didn't, did I?" you added. You spoke fast and your heart started to beat faster every second you were with him. Brahms breathing would get heavier every step he took. Eventually he was hovering over you, hearing him breathe under you. "I told you I wouldnt-...." you stopped yourself from saying more as he started to smell you. You were sweating like hell because of running and how much you actually feared him. He took in the scent of your hair, not stopping anytime soon as the only thing you saw was his chest that made you blush just a little. Something about being underneath him and watching him breathe in your scent made you....like him? You cant like a man whos been living in the walls for 20 years and just killed someone infront of you! Plus you already like someone else, you snap back to reality and gulp quietly. After another awkward silence of him breathing in your scent, you decide to snap back in reality too. You just want to get this over with. "Brahms!" you bark, looking up at his porcelain mask and staring into the eye holes. He responds to your bark with a small jump, finally stopped smelling your scent. "Its time for bed now." you blurted out, sounding like a serious teacher. Fear was taking over you and you couldnt wait anymore until you could just kill him but you had to be patient. Patience is key...sometimes. Brahms tilted his head to the side while his eyes were piercing yours. "Brahms, I said its time for bed. Lets. go." you announced, wanting to make him follow you. You're so exhausted by all of this, quite close to giving up too. Hes not that bad if you think about it, on the bright side hes probably very kind and is very ho- what. What the fuck? Why were you thinking such disgusting things about him just when youre about to kill him? Fuck, lets just get this over with you thought. You looked back at Brahms, waiting for him to follow you. "You know the rules." you stated. Brahms suddenly started to walk towards you at a slow pace. You and Brahms were now walking to his bedroom but the thoughts of loving him and accepting was starting to annoy you. 

You and Brahms finally arrived at his bedroom. You stared at him while starting to breathe in a normal pace. "Put that down now, Brahms." you once again stated. Once he put the weapon down, you became much more relaxed now that he cant kill you, if he doesnt use his hands... You walked your way over to the bad and rolled the covers over. "Ready for bed?" you asked him in a soothing voice which was quite quiet. You looked over to him to see him looking back at you, nodding his head while having has arms behind his back like a goodboy. You move to the other side and he sits down on the bed, still looking at you. "Under the covers" you order, still talking in a soothing voice with a pinch of fear and nervousness. But in the inside you were filled with fear. Brahms went under the covers as you had ordered before and when putting the covers around him, you could feel him looking at you through his bloody porcelain mask. You straighten your posture and look at him right in the eyes, still fixing the covers. "You be a goodboy, Brahms and go straight to sleep, okay?" you demanded but in a soft voice. Something inside of you didnt want to kill him but the other part of you thought it was for the best. "Kiss." Brahms mutters up though it was muffled from his mask. You look at him in the eyes and flash a smile. "No kiss tonight, Brahms. It's your punishment, I'm sorry." you said in a low spoken. Just before you were supposed to leave Brahms got up and took one of  your wrist and repeated what he said earlier. "Kiss.". You accepted that you would give him just one kiss, can't be that bad. Right?

.....Right..?