Shiva's POV
I came back from jogging only to be welcomed by an empty house , My current posting was here in coimbatore
I shifted to this house yesterday, I don't call it as home as I don't have one
Home is the one which gives us peace and a family lives there
Here this building only gives me roof over my head nothing else, not peace, neither a family.....
How pathetic my life became.....
I brought up in an orphanage, studied through scholarship and I was always bullied as I don't have a family........
I went into depression then I realized nothing is going to change if I am going to sit and cry over my pathetic self so I studied hard and got higher mark and joined in a reputed college with full scholarship
I worked on our college canteen as part time to full fill my needs and studied hard
I went out all my frustration on my body I worked out and built my body, I cleared UPSC and choose IPS after training my first posting was in Northern part of India after 7 years I am got my posting here in Coimbatore, Tamil Nadu
I made myself coffee and toast....
I learned to cook decent meals I am not great at cooking but still it's edible I am used to this and hotel food....
Just when I got ready and leave for head office I got call from Rudra after talking with him for few minutes I left for office in my jeep
He is my college mate the only friend I have who didn't bullied me but took stand for me.....
Even his family likes me and treated me like their own son during my college days only I get to eat home food as he used to bring extra lunch for me
I frequently visited their house, even u got posting in different area I always come back to Chennai once a month to visit orphanage and Rudra's home to visit his parents .
It's was fine until last year when I visited Rudra's sister Riya proposed me......
I know she had a thing for me but I never thought it's this much serious.....
When I tried to convince her that I am not interested in her I saw her like my sister as we have almost 9year gap....
But that girl attempt suicide..... Even though she was saved ........ But everything is changed after that
Rudra's Amma blamed me for her daughter's condition saying I was the one who trapped her and made her like this
That problem became even more worse when that girl again tried to take her life.......
Rudra was scared and he begged me to accept her but the problem here is not me
Even if I ignore our age gap and accepted her our marriage is never a possible one
Through they treated me well even after knowing i am an orphan they won't marry their only daughter to an orphan no matter what.....
For them caste is more important so it's impossible , even if we married against her parents wish I clearly know we won't have a peaceful life
So I left after that I never visited them again.......
But Rudra always check up on me he cares for me I know that he is genuine
In between all this chaos he still remains my only friend who knows me in and out , who is always there for me...
Who said after getting a secured job and money we will be happy see I have everything not happiness and peace I don't know it's even written in my head or not.......
Still I have hope , one day I will get the happiness and love I am logging for....
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