"Why cant i stop thinking about you?"

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It was 3:00am.
I woke up thinking about school and suicidal things. But most importantly, I couldn't stop thinking about Jesse...

It's like...I can't process the fact that he's in my mind 24/7. Why do I keep thinking about him? Snap out of it Ivy! After that I went back to sleep.

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I woke up exhausted. It was 7:00 and I had to get ready. I was so tired I honestly didn't care about what I was going to wear. So I put on some grey sweats and another long sleeved black shirt. Then I just put my hair into a messy bun and put my mascara on.

When I walked into History, I sat on my desk. And there he was. The boy that I couldn't get out of my head.

"Oh look, it's little Ivy looking all comfy." He said.

"At least I look better than you." I replied.

He just sat there and said nothing. He's such an idiot, but he's never of my mind.

After class..I headed to go get some lunch, and then he called me .

"Hey Ivy wait up!" He yelled from behind.

"If you're here to make fun of me some more about being shorter than you or looking ratchet, I don't care..why don't you go pick on someone your own size?" I told him a little angry.

"But I like to make girls your hight mad. It's cute" ... Did he really just say that? Did he call me 'cute' no.. He probably meant the way I react, but it's still kind of the same thing...

I blushed a little bit to what he said..I couldn't help myself.

"Alright.. Just don't say anything stupid to me anymore. I get mad easily." I told him.

"Alright little Ivy. I'll try not to get you mad anymore."

After that..he followed me to go get lunch, which was kind of weird..I guess you can say we hung out during lunch.

"So tell me about yourself Ivy, what's your story?"

"Ohh Umm, like what do you want to know?"

"Well .. Your likes,dislikes,interests,what you do for a living ?"
"Well I like reading,skateboarding,and other things. I don't like bullies,people that think to much of themselves,music on the radio,and colorful things that go over board. And about myself.? Well I work part time in Mcdonalds..it's disgusting but I need the money you know? Oh and I have a bitter drunk of a mother."

"Oh...well seems interesting."he responded

"So tell me about your-" I was cute of by the bell. Which meant we had to go to our next classes.

"We should head of to class" Jesse said.

"Right...well, see you later I guess?"
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I headed home and ran to my room.
Wow today was so amazing!
I couldn't stop thinking about him.

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Hey losers! Well sorry about lagging ,I've just been really busy and stuff..well hope you guys enjoyed this chapter (: I'll try and write the next one Tomorrow. Later losers ;P

~Val

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