School started, and he didn't come. It just made me sad, that the only person that makes me smile, wasn't here. History was boring without him. I mean sure, he can be a fucking ass, but he made me smile.
When history was over, I was on my way to P.E. We were playing dodgeball today and I knew it wasn't going to be good.
One of the most "popular" girls, Delijah , was picking all the strongest people on the team. Of course she didn't pick me because she thinks of me as a freak. I mean why bother arguing...I am.
The balls were in a line in the middle of the gym. Everyone was next to the wall, ready to begin .
"Okay so, when I blow the whistle, you guys have to run to get the balls in the middle of the gym, then, the game begins" Ms.Cawley yelled for everyone in the gym to hear.
There it was, the sound of the whistle being blown. I ran to the middle of the gym. Then before I could get a ball, Delijah and I made eye-to-eye contact. I can already feel that I was going to be her first target.
There were 10 people on each team and 5 were already out on mine. The other team had 8, but it won't be long before my teams gone. I threw a ball hoping that I got someone out. Instead it almost hit Delijah and she almost got out, until she dogged the damn ball.
I was the last person on the team. The only one! I started getting scared. Before I knew it, everyone threw their dodgeballs at me. I managed to dodge a couple, but before I knew it..Delijah threw a ball to my back. And I was out .
The game was over and once everyone changed out of their P.E uniforms..Delijah and her friends were waiting outside the girls locker room.
"Hey, Ivy. Looks like you lost that dodgeball game... Again. " she told me in one of the most evil voices I have ever heard.
"Just leave me alone. " I told her scared..with a little crack in my voice.
"Oh where do you think you're going? You still owe me from almost hitting me with a dodgeball. GET HER GIRLS!"
Before I could run, they grabbed me and took me to the restroom. They made sure there weren't any people around, and before I knew it..they were punching me. It hurt so much. They kicked,pulled my hair,punched my face,dragged me around...God it hurt so damn much. There were three of them so I couldn't do anything about it.
Then the bell rang and they just left me in the restroom alone. It felt so dark.. I just hate my life .
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Before I knew it..school was over.
I ran home , Hoping that no one saw me with bruises around my eye and on my hips.
When I got home, my mom wasn't home.
I ran to my room..and kept yelling.
"I HATE MY LIFE!! I DONT BELONG HERE! NO ONE WANTS ME HERE! NO ONE! I JUST WANNA DIE!"
After that..I plopped on my bed, shedding my tears all over my pillow. Then I had Some horrible thoughts. They weren't just any thoughts..they were suicidal. Everything came back to me at the time. Nothing made me happy..I was alone.
After that, I grabbed my old friend that I haven't grabbed in 4 months. Yes, my razor. It was my only companion. I hate myself.
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Hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated. I've just been busy with school and people . (: well hope you like it . Keep voting and reading :P later losers!
~Val
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