Another long one
4 days later
These past few days have been hell
I haven't slept properly I haven't ate properly
I haven't heard off y/n I've ignored everyone who's messaged me
Vicky's face makes me sick
I hate women like her who destroy relationships just because she's jealous wants my dick
My next class isn't my usual class it's the ones who need to take tests and y/n is one of them
My heart aches thinking about her
Just as I move her from my thoughts she comes into the room
She looks beautiful but sad
I just want to hug her and tell her it's okay and I'm sorry for everything
Our eyes lock just as she sits down but I move them and make contact with some else's
"Hi sir" one student says as they come in
"Hi" I give them a smile
Before handing out the papers
I leave y/n's to last
She's in a daydream because she doesn't notice me standing in front of her with the papers
"Y/n" I say her name softly
She snaps out of it and looks up to me
"Uh yeah" she says shyly
"Your test papers" I say looking at her then back at the papers.
"Oh thanks" she says before taking them off me
I give her a small smile before heading to my desk
I clear my throat before announcing that they have 60 minutes to do the test and I remind them to go over their answers.
I look at y/n and I say good luck
60 minutes go faster than I thought it would be
Within the first 30 minutes most of the students had finished and left which only left y/n in the room
At the start she stared into space not doing anything which pained me to see
Whatever she was thinking about must be effecting her because a few times I seen her eyes fill up with tears.
Stay strong my girl I'll make this right
I look at the clock and she had 10 minutes Left so I let her know
"Y/n you've got 10 minutes left make sure you go over your answers"
She looks at me confused then around the room in surprise.
I don't think she noticed the rest leaving and she's now just realised that she's the only one in the room.
I came to her as she was getting ready to go
I clear my throat
"Y/n can we please talk" she looks at me with what looks like sympathy in her eyes but then it changes to hurt
She nibbles her bottom lip
Her beautiful rose colour lips
Fuck my dick starts to stir
This isn't the time pal
"I don't think that's a good idea..I have to go" she says before heading to the door but I rush over to the door and blocks it
I know I shouldn't but I need to talk to her
Panic spreads across her face
Don't panic baby I won't hurt you I just need to talk
"Let me leave right now" she demands
"Not until we talk" I say
She mumbled something but all I could make out is he could possibly hurt me
I gulp
She thinks I'm going to hurt her?
Fuck sake I'd never
I struggle to say the words
"Y/n what I'd never hurt you"
"Did I say that out loud" she says quietly
"Yes..please y/n sit down so we can talk"
"There's nothing to talk about tom why don't you talk with your new girl"
"You should be happy" she adds
"Happy? Why would I be happy y/n you meant everything to me you- you still do"
She lets out a small laugh and says
"you had a problem with my age from day one even after meeting my parents so you should be happy you've gotten a girl who's around
your age"
I feel bad about the whole drama with the age thing I know age is just a number but it's frowned upon on
"Y/n you're my student there's a big age gap between us it's obviously going to play on my mind especially over the fact that I could lose my job over us and how others will react to us
I'm not with her i was never with her this is why I want to talk with you about everything what happened on that day
It looks really bad I admit but nothing happened she-"
She cuts me off and doesn't let me finish
"I've had enough let me leave or I will scream"
Two weeks later
Hell absolute hell
Whisky has been my best friend
I think I've forgotten what a hug has felt like
I've contacted y/n every single day haven't had an answer from her which I'm not surprised about however out of the blue she did message me saying she missed me and hated me but it was obvious alcohol was involved so I just told her to be safe and not to drink too much.
I got the balls to report Vicky and explained what happened at the club and mentioned that I was in a relationship
They've took it seriously which is a shock and she will be booted out some point this week hopefully, but she doesn't know that's going to happen so it's going to be fun seeing her face when she's sacked and I get my life back with out her up my ass making shitty comments about y/n.
Y/n hasn't been attending her English lessons which is concerning
Has she moved classes?
I thought maybe she had dropped out but I've looked at her activity on the university's system and she's been attending her other classes
First lesson of the day was y/n's class
I'd normally look forward to this lesson but since the whole Vicky bullshit I've dreaded it
Vicky's voice pulls me out of my thoughts
"Are you even listening"
I look at her and shake my head "no I'm not"
She rolls her eyes "I said I wonder if your little girlfriend will turn up today"
Another one of her comments
"She's no longer my girlfriend thanks to you and if she does turn up then she does if she doesn't then she doesn't"
"Tom I'm sorry what happened but my opinion stays the same it's totally wrong that you was with a student"
"If you was sorry you'd make this right and tell y/n what you did" I snapped
"God no after the way she spoke to me that once she can-"
"Do not finish that sentence" I say
"Why not" she says putting her pathetic lips
"Because I'm sick of your comments about y/n"
Before I could say something else y/n comes through the door with Alex behind her
Vicky rushes to the door to greet them
Fucking bitch
Vicky is saying something to her and my eyes flash to Alex's hand it's on y/n's back
Jealousy spreads through my body
Which is why I go up to them in a shitty mood
"Enough" I say to both Vicky and y/n
Y/n puts her hands up in defence and makes her way to her seat Alex follows her jealousy still rages through my body
I know he means no harm but fuck me get your hands off her
"Excuse me you" I say
Y/n and Alex look at me
Y/n points at herself and I shake my head "no him" I say
Alex matches my tone "yes?"
"Who are you and why are you in my lesson"
He lets out a little laugh
"Cmon Tom you should know who I am
You practically pushed me out of the way to get to the girl you cheated on"
I'm going to scream I'm seriously going to scream
I ignore his comment
"Why are you in my lesson"
Alex sits down next to y/n "I've moved classes" he says
"It's on the register if you want proof" he adds
"Why?"i ask
"Because I want to and because I asked to and because my old professor agreed that I should move"
More students come into the room so all I do is nod
The last thing I want to do is cause an argument with someone who is close to y/n
Halfway through the lesson y/n wasn't paying attention instead she was on her phone typing frantically
I overheard the words Lauren LA flight booked
My gut turned
Was she going to La to see Lauren?
Fuck I haven't messaged her in ages I need to call her and explain everything before y/n goes to La so Lauren can help me get her back
As soon as the lesson ended I rush to my office and lock the door so Vicky can't get in and I call Lauren
No hello Tom how are you
"What the fuck have you done Tom"
"It's not what you think I swear to god Lauren just please let me explain"
There's silence
"Lauren"
"Fine fine fine let's hear it"
I tell her everything
Then there's more silence
Fuck sake
"You're telling the truth aren't you?"
"Yes Lauren I am I swear I am fuck I'll come to la and I will go to the police and ask them to do a lie detector test I'll do anything"
She sighs "when y/n told me I knew it didn't sound right..damn Tom this is a huge mess
But I know one thing y/n still cares about you
What do you need me to do I will do anything you ask because I hate seeing you both like this"
"She's coming to La right"
"Yes how do you know"
"I heard her talking to her friend Alex about it"
"Right.."
"Yeah so I need you to talk to her and tell her what happened"
"Why can't you"
"I've tried I've really tried but she's not having it and Vicky won't go to her and explain what happened because she's a stupid little bitch"
"I want you to come to La too"
"Lauren I don't think that's a good idea"
"Do you want your girl back?"
"Yes"
"Then you're coming to La"
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Professor ellis (X reader)
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