Keeping Secrets

Chapter Ten Kira's Pages

"Too good to be good for me. Too bad that that's all I need."

The night had become a blur, the alcohol flowing freely. The music matched my fast heartbeat as some random woman grinded against me. I didn't know who she was but I didn't really care at this point. I was too focused on Olivia and Ash dancing provocatively in front of me.

I knew that look in her eyes, had seen it a hundred times, a sexual hunger burning just below the surface. I knew that it matched mine perfectly. I detached myself from the unknown blond and made my way back to the booth where I sat down. My clothes stuck to my body more than I'd like.

I took a sip of my drink as I watched Ash approach. I watched as she stopped in front of me, grabbed the drink out of my hand, and took a sip before placing it back on the table. She crawled into my lap, her legs caging my own. Everything seemed to move in slow motion as I watched her lean down and kiss me.

I welcomed it openly, kissing her back, my hands roaming her lithe body and pulling her closer as she grinded on my lap. May's face popped into my head but I pushed it away. I pulled back surprised that it was Ash that I was kissing and not May. "Why don't you come with us? I'm sure Olivia wouldn't mind." I suggested smirking. "I wish I could but I'm working. I'll pop around later though if you're still interested." "Okay," I said. She kissed me again before getting off my lap and making her way back to the bar.

I watched as she grabbed her jacket and walked out of the club. I stood up, grabbed my drink, and downed it as Olivia made her way to the booth. I turned around and signaled the waitress for another drink. I felt her hand caress my back before slipping around my hip and under my shirt, her hand roaming along my abs. I groaned as she pressed herself against me, her front flush against my back as she kissed my neck. I drew in a sharp breath at the sudden contact.

"I saw you and Ash." "Yeah?" "It was hot." She whispered, her hand traveling lower to my jeans. I gasped at her teasing as she rubbed me through my jeans. I grabbed her hand and pulled her around to face me and kissed her hard. I pushed her against the wall, my leg pressing into her, my hand against her throat holding her lightly, my other hand running along her thigh. I continued to kiss her hard and rough just the way she likes.

Sexual tension surrounded us. I bit into her bottom lip as I pulled back. "Let's go ho..." my words faded into a moan as she kissed and sucked my neck. "Olivia," I whispered. She looked at me. I kissed her softly at first as I pressed into her, my body flush against her own. Arousal coursed through me heating my blood and making my heart pound.

My hands pulled her closer and roamed her body freely, slipping under her shirt to trace the skin there. "We are going home. Now." I ordered pulling away from her. She groaned in protest but grabbed her jacket and handbag and followed me out of the club. We got into her car, this time with me behind the wheel. I started the car and drove out of the parking lot and to my apartment.

It didn't take long to reach my place, sexual tension making the air thick between us. I parked the car and we got out. I made my way around the car and pushed Olivia against it, kissing her. I pulled away as she moaned and pressed against me. "God, you're a tease." She groaned. I just laughed and grabbed her hand leading her to the foyer doors. I held them open for her before following her through them.

I followed her up the stairs to my apartment. I unlocked the door, allowing her to go in ahead of me. I closed the door behind me, leaning against it, watching as she made herself at home. She had been here so many times that at one point it was her home.

I made my way to the bedroom and lay down on the comfortable bed. I closed my eyes hoping that the strong buzz from the alcohol would subside, hoping that the constant thought of May would leave and take the ache she left with it. I didn't hear Olivia walk in so her sudden voice startled me. "I poured you a glass of water." I opened my eyes and sat up accepting the glass as she sat on the bed.

"What's on your mind? It looked like you were deep in thought for a second." I almost told her. I almost voiced my sadness and hurt over May walking away from me. Instead, I downed my water, placed the glass on the nightstand, and pulled her towards me. She was now sitting on my lap. "What's on my mind? You. Naked." I lied as I kissed her, used her to chase thoughts of May away.

I rolled us over with me now on top, not once breaking the kiss. I grinded into her causing her to moan. She pulled back grinning. "You're strapped up?" "Mmmm." I acknowledged smirking. I knew how much she loved it, how much it turned her on.

I reached into the bedside drawer and pulled out a tie I kept there for occasions like this. I smiled sinfully. "Give me your hands," I ordered. I grinned as she complied. I pulled off her shirt and bra before I tied her hands together and then tied them to the bed frame.

I kissed her and then made my way down her neck and stomach leaving purple-red marks in my wake. I slowly slipped my fingers into the waistband of her jeans and black thong and pulled them down her hips and then her silky legs until she was free of them. I threw them over my shoulder before pulling off my shirt, throwing it so that it joined the rest of the discarded clothes on the floor.

I kissed her inner thigh, causing her to draw in a sharp breath, before coming back up her body. I kissed her hard as I thrust two fingers into her tight wet pussy. "Kira." She moaned. I thrust harder into her once, twice. "Oh god." "Yes?" I answered in a husky cocky tone. "Faster" She demanded but I ignored her, keeping a slow deliberate pace. She was so wet, her juices coating my fingers.

"Kira... Fuck... Please" She begged. I thrust faster. "Yess!" She cried out. "Don't stop... I'm close." I pushed my fingers deeper into her, grazing her g-spot before pulling out completely. "What? No! Kira..." She groaned. "You're such a tease." She complained.

I sat up on my haunches and slowly dragged my hand down my abs stopping when I reached the waistband of my jeans, undoing the button. I pulled them down slightly revealing the strap-on I had on. Olivia groaned at the sight and flopped down on the pillows. "Please." "What?" "Please fuck me, Kira."

I grinned, sinful dominance and prideful ego bubbling up in my chest. I moved back on top of her, my arms braced on the side of her head. I moved down to her ear. "You want me to fuck you don't you?" "Yess." "Then I'll fuck you just the way you like," I said thrusting my hips forward forcing the silicone cock into her hard and fast. I drilled into her, my hips forceful and rough, moving of their own accord. I knew she liked it by the way she moaned my name.

I untied her hands with one tug of the tie. As soon as I did this her hands moved behind me. I felt her short nails scratch my back and down between my protruding shoulder blades. I hissed at the sharpness of it as I drove into her harder. "God Kira I love the way you fuck me." She whispered. I kissed her neck as my pace increased gradually. I fucked her harder and faster as she lost herself below me.

With Olivia, I never lost control. Everything I did, every move I made was intentional. I moved to her neck, sucking and biting her flesh just how she liked. Olivia and I had been together for years. I knew everything about her including every way to fuck her senseless. When I looked at her face I saw May. I couldn't handle the sight of her with the careless drunken way I was fucking her. I pulled out and flipped her over thrusting back into her again from behind so I wouldn't have to see her face, see it get replaced with May's.

I pulled her up onto her hands and knees and fucked her harder, going deeper into her. I held onto her hips, my own moving faster, slamming into her. I tried to lose myself in the feeling of Olivia. I tried to forget about May. It almost worked. I pulled out slowly and thrust back into her hard. Over and over and over. Olivia was saying things but I was deaf to her words.

I pulled out of her and flipped her over again before thrusting into her slowly. My slow pace dragged out the silicon dick and forced it back into her. I knew my various paces were driving her insane. I knew she was about to cum by the way she grabbed at me, pulling me further into her, her legs wrapping tightly around my waist to ensure I didn't pull out. "Kira don't stop I'm going to cum. Let me cum. Please touch me." She begged. I trailed one hand down her taunt stomach and to her clit. I circled it. "Is this where you want me to touch you, make you cum?" "God yes!" I circled her clit faster and harder matching my equally fast thrusts perfectly. "Fuck! I'm cumming!" She yelled as she exploded around me.