Miss bunny...(chuuya x reader)

-Fourteen-

It was the next day after the casino showdown case. You had gotten a call from the doctors saying Derek would be just fine. You could even visit him if you wanted to, but you chose not to right now. He'd most likely still be asleep anyhow. You didn't even know you were his emergency contact until that call. It made you feel even more grateful for having him.

You had been sitting in your room all day, texting Osamu Dazai everything that happened. He was intrigued and was deeply worried about you. Of course he gritted his teeth when the name chuuya was mentioned as your hero. Then it hit you. Who the hell was arahabaki. It was something you never heard of before.

You thought of asking Dazai, but decided against it. You just wanted to talk and rant to somebody that you didn't have to get up to talk to. Plus, you wanted to talk to Dazai. You wanted to see him again soon. He always brought a special sense of calmness to you. It was like no other. But you wouldn't tell him of the recent incident. You couldn't bring yourself to it.

Even if he was obsessed with suicide, you were a safe space for him. At least you were. Over the years many things changed and dazai had no idea wether he felt the same feelings he did years ago. Who knew if you were even still in love with the maniac or if it was just pure happiness of seeing him again. It was a very confusing time.

Your bedroom door opened, revealing chuuya. "Hey, you alright?" He made his way inside, closing the door behind him.

"Mhm....peachy" you said, continuing to lie down in the comfort of your bed. You felt chuuya sit down on your bed, beside where you were laying with your back to him. "Are you going to harass me or something?"

"No" he said calmly. He was worried for you and that was saying a lot coming from a person who couldn't care two shits about majority of people. Chuuya would kill someone in the blink of an eye and would walk away not caring what he had did. He'd carry on like nothing happened. And he didn't think he cared much for you, but now? Now he doesn't know anymore. He wants to hate you. He very much so wanted to hate you to his very core, but he can't fully do that. "I just wanted to see if you're alright"

"I'll survive. Plus, even if you didn't show I'd be just fine" that was a lie.

"No you wouldn't have. Be honest"

"Okay, I wouldn't have been" you said as you rolled over to your other side and faced chuuya. "So what?"

"So nothing. Like I said, I just wanted to check up on you"

"I don't need to be checked up on. I'm not a baby" even though the gesture to you was very kind hearted and almost made your heart melt. You just didn't want to admit such things to this man.

"Well, I figured I would since you shouldn't be alone"

"Well what if I want to be alone"

"And be stuck with traumatic thoughts?"

"Shut up" you said with a small scoff. He was right though. Another thing you wouldn't dare to admit.

"You wanna head out later? We can get ice cream"

"Why engage with me? I thought we were on an 'I hate you' basis?" You said and chuuya lied down on the bed to actually come face to face with you.

"Don't worry, I still have a burning hatred for you. I'm just trying to be a good citizen"

You actually laughed. For the first time in 24 hours, you laughed. "Good human fucking citizen huh? You kill people. You're a mafia member. You can't be good"

"Yeah whatever. Then I'm trying to be a good co-worker"

"Well you shouldn't be getting me anymore god damn things. No favours like checking up on me or buying me ice cream"