skz imagines

argument - hwang hyunjin ✨

fluff/angst 🌸💘

hyunjin and you had both being dating for more than 3 years now. yes it was hard dating an idol but both of you managed just fine enjoying each others presence. there were fights yes, but this was the biggest one yet..

  hyunjin had been in the company most of his time and returning to the dorm in the early hours of the morning. you hadnt seen him in 2 weeks and your worry for him grew all the time. it was gruesome, you couldnt sleep properly shuffling in the bed left and right longing for the warm presence to cuddle you up. you had visited him and called him many times but each time he would ignore you and kept on dancing. his members tried to make him stop but it didnt work. you always bought lunch to him and the members while they were grateful for it hyunjin ignored you as if you didnt exist. felix always assured you that it was just stress and not that he didnt love you. you almost didnt want to believe him but that tiny but of hope kept you from giving up

one night hyunjin returned tired and exhausted. his shoulders hung low and eyes drained of all energy. your eyes lightened up seeing him but darkned when you saw a lady next to him. she was much beautiful than you. blonde hair that matched hyunjin and light fair skin that represented snow white. " hey, im hyunjins colleague your y/n right?" she said in her sweet voice. you nodded. she had her arm intervined with hyunjins and her other hand holding her up. you went to hyunjin immediately and got hold of him bringing him to the couch. " he was tired but the guys were very busy so i took him here. we had dinner dont worry just let him sleep. bye y/n" she said waving at you you nodded in response. hyunjin was too busy to notice you but not to have dinner with another lady. you were pissed but seeing hyunjins overworked body laid on the soft couch you felt pity for him. taking off his shoes and socks you placed his head on your lap playing with his soft hair. " hmm" he hummed and then fell aslepp

you woke up the next day on the couch and no hyunjin on your lap. you expected to see him in the house somewhere but you were left alone again. you sighed  . this had to end. you got ready empt stomach you left for the company. you went to the studio where he was doing a trio dance with felix and lee know. you also saw the same lady from yesterday, gritting your teeth  you sat down next to chan on the black sofa. " chris who is she?" you asked. he sighed. " or she? she is this new instructor jyp got for us .we refused but he insisted . we dont really need an instructor. the only thing she does is change the important details of the choreography and just cling onto us like leeches" chris said disgusted. " yesterday. she came home with hyunjin apparently hyunjin was drunk and they had dinner" you said. " what?! yes, we left hyunjin alone with lara  but only because we were busy and hyunjin was tired. she has no right to take him to drink and dinner?!" he said mad but he decided to contain it until you confronted hyunjin. soon the dance ended chan was sending glares to hyunjin while you were sending them to 'lara' . hyunjin spotted you but went to lara and talked. chan finally noticed. he noticed how sad you looked and how much of an asshole hyunjin was. " you better confront him or i will" chan said  as you stood up and made your way to to lara and hyunjin. " may i have some of you time mr. hwang?" you asked ,arms crossed ." give me a second y/n lara has to tell me how to do a move"  he said resuming his talk with lara. you dragged  him by his arm and out of the  studio and into another one next door.  " what the hell y/n!" he screamed pissed at your actions. " what?" you spat back. " i was having an important talk with lara!" 
"lara, lara ,lara everyday its her isn't it?"
" well of coarse she's our instructor"
" instructors dont come home with their colleague's house and give their girlfriend  thier drunk boyfriend do they?!" you yelled tears threatening to fall

" we only had dinner and besides i was only half drunk lara was kind enough to bring me back home" he said scoffing at your out burst

" hyunjin have you realised? you havent spared a minute eith me! coming home late and going to practice early and then i see your posts with a happy and energetic lara!" you screamed 

hyunjin was left speechless.
" i know you value your work and i knew the consequences when i started to fall for you but this is just crossing the line!" " you couldve left a message or just a small nod during my many visits . but no! you really pretended  like i was nothing. fine go ahead with lara get drunk , have dinner and practicee a couple dance together an-" you were cut of by hyunjin " shut the hell up y/n . you only make me more stressed! i wish i never met you! "  . and that was it . your heart stopped beating. ' i wish i never met you' those words were enough to sink your heart to the floor. " y/n im sorry i didnt mean- " but before he coulld finish you left with a broken heart. on your way out chan was there standing looking at the ground. once he saw you , he knew hyunjin had messed up . chan didnt stop you as you flit towards the exit. instead he went to lara who was sticking to poor I.N who wished he could say anything. " lara! out!" chan screamed as lara looked at chan in disbelief. " oh but you cant christopher, im in charge of you guys" she said with an evil smirk planted on her face. chan gritted his teeth. " you just wait" he said stomping out of the studio to find hyunjin . hyunjin was sitting down on the cold wooden floor. hands in his head deep in thought. " care to explain?!" chan said bursting in to which he flinched

you ran to your apartment . closing the door you fell into the ground. crying your heart out.  the apartment felt lone;y than before.  were you not good enough? did he really mean it? he didnt want you in his life? you got up hesitently reaching your bedroom you locked it and jumped into your bed. cuddling your sheets you started crying once again.

hyunjin p.o.v

" care to explain?!" chans angry voice echoed through the room making me flinch. " im sorry hyung-"
" it isnt me that needs an apology its y/n all  i need is an explanation" he said slowly sitting down next to calming himself down
" i didnt realise y/n was that hurt. and lara just begged me to go to dinner with her. i only thought of it as a friendly colleague dinner but after y/n mentioned it i havent talked to her properly in 2 weeks let alone dinner. im sorry hyung" i said sobbing. regretting everything.

" go home and tell her that" chan said patting my back

your p.o.v

you heard a knock on your door a few minutes later. " y/n?" came hyunjin voice. you didnt reply. "y/n are you awake?" he asked again only then you realised it was already dark you had been crying for hours. " i g-got you something. look i know im wrong and im very very sorry. please open the door? y/n? are you awake?" he said but you didnt reply. you herad him sigh. the apartment was quiet again. the unbearable type of quiet. " y/n if you are awake. i wanted to tell you im sorry. i really am. you and chan hyung made sense. lara was only after us and not our practice . she is fired just so you know. i really was blind. please y/n im being honest." he sighed again . you heard light sobs from the other side. he was crying. " you remember ? when i asked you to be my girlfriend. it was 3 years ago but i remember it like it was yesterday. i promised to never lie and protect you all the time. you knew that dating me wasnt going to be easy but we went through all the hurdles together. you were very patient with me y/n.  im willing to give anything for you. even my life, sounds a bit cliche but its true. " he was crying hard by now and so were you. your heart started to ache for the man other side of the door. you slowly got out of the bed and crept towards the door. you unlocked it. there he was , the man you had fallen in love with on the floor crouched crying. " get up.." you said softly . he got up and stared at your swollen eyes. " baby.."
you couldnt contain it . you hugged him and cried into his white shirt. " im sorry." he also cried into your shoulder. both of you just stood there. crying.  he looked at you with his glassy eyes. " i know what i did hurt you but can you forgive me?" he said giving you a bouquet of red roses. you took the bouquet into your hands admiring its beauty and then to your boyfriend who looked at you eagerly. " yes. i forgive you" you said your voice barely audible. he sprang into you with the biggest hug. " i love you y/n i really do" 
" i love you to pabo"

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a/n its 31st december 2022 5:38 p.m . its going to be a new year in a couple of hours. i really am grateful for everything that happened this year. and i hope everyone would cherish the year waiting for us. happy new year 2023! and i luvv u♥