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Happy - bang chan 🎧

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" chan what are your goals in life?" you asked as both you and chan stare into the bright moon. " umm thats a good question. i want 3 things. 1) lead and contribute more to stray kids 2) take care of my family back in australia. 3) to marry you someday ." he said staring deep into your eyes as they glistened . " wanna know mine?" you ask raising an eyebrow, " well , yes obviously" he replied with sass to which you giggled. " 1) i want to see you and the boys achieve whatever you guys dreamt of since debut. 2) say yes to the question someday 3) watch little bang grow " you concluded now staring into his brown orbs. " little bang?" he asked curious. you didnt reply instead placed a hand on your stomach. chans eyes widened. " are you really?" he stopped in his tracks. "yes chan. very much pregnant in fact im 2 months in. it doesnt look like it but the doctor confirmed and- chan?" you sked noticing how he just spaced out. " you okay? are you not happy? we talked about this you said you wanted kids" you said but chan stared at you in disbelief. " i said i would like kids after our group becomes stable and after i marry you" he said sternly. " b-but? i-i thought. im sorry!!" you apologized and bowed to which chan looked at you in surprise. " i-ill leave. w-we can talk about it l-later" you said leaving your apartment immediately. the cold wind against your skin caused you to shiver. you had nothing to cover you up just the tee-shirt you were wearing and the sweat pants you conviniently put on an hour ago. but it doesnt matter . you really thought chan had meant that? that he wanted a kid with you? ofc not. he probably wanted to marry you or maybe  not even that i mean could you blame him? you were just a random barista in town who just so happens to meet bang chan. unconciously tears started rolling down your eyes. you went wherever your feet took you and finally you ended up in sana's apartment. " hello- y/n? what wrong?" sana asked as she opened her door. " sana c-can i stay the night please?" you asked teary-eyes. " ofc you can. come inside first you are freezing!" she scolded. sana took you into her arms, making you warm with soup, blankets and hot water. she also turned off all the lights and turned on the TV. " now spill . what happened?" she demanded to know. " w-well i am pregnant" you said. " congradulations!! and why in the world were you crying about that? tell me those were tears of happiness?" she asked gently. " i want crying because of that. in fact i was so excited when i found out i was pregnant. chan and i had the children talk and he specifically told me that he was fine with children but when i told him that i was in fact pregnant he sounded all unhappy and angry telling me that he wanted me pregnant after his group was stable and after he married me" you spilled to sana as she stared at you. " i-i just thought that m-maybe he would be happy b-but who am i k-kidding" you sobbed . sana as if on instict hugged you and let you cry on her shoulder. " wait that little brat bang ill knock some sense into him" she comforted. you ended up spending the night at sana's

chan p.o.v

"ill l-leave we can talk about it l-later" she said and left the house immediately. and thats when i realised. y/n was pregnant. she was pregnant with our child and i just rejected the little bundle of warmth without even meeting it yet. i hit the wall hard enough for our neighbours to hear. " what have i done?" i said out of realisation. i tired desperately to get in contact with y/n but she left her phone at home . what if something happened to her? what if something happens to the baby? its cold are both of them fine? i found myself asking millions of question.  i mustve broken the poor girls heart omg. my heart felt as if it were about to burst out of guilt. why the fuck did i need to act on my impulsive thought without analyzing the situation?! why am i such jerk?!. my thought were cut of by sana's call.

on the call

"hello sana" i answered my voice raspy an dull
" y/n's asleep meet me at my apartment" she said and hung up

thats all i needed to know and i was out of the door thanking sana over and over again in my head. upon reaching sana's apartment i nkocked . she opened the door and sure enough i could see y/n sound asleep on the couch if the living room. i tried to barge in only to be stopped by sana. " uh uh i need to talk to you first" she demanded. her tone was scary and serious i gulped and nodded. "y/n told me how much of a jerk you were last night" she spat direclty. as i looked down. it was indeed true i had been a nothing but a jerk. " the poor girl came cold and crying at my doorstep. why chan? why did you have to be so low?" she asked directly confronting me. " i-i- know its my fault thats why i came to apologize" i admitted as sana sighed. " wait until she wakes up. the poor gir is exhausted from all the crying. i expect a reasonable answer to all your bullshit but y/n needs to hear it first. ill be in my bedroom " she said and walked off. she can be scary sometimes. i glanced over at y/n who was fast asleep and deep into dreamland on the couch. her face was tear stained and it broke my heart that it was caused by me. if i hadnt lashed out at her like that this wouldnt have happened .and then y/n started to moving her sleep.

your p.o.v

another nightmare. you stirred in your sleep and woke up in panic only to find yourself in sanas apartment with chan beside you . and then you remembered. instantly going under the covers you hid yourself. chan sighed. " look i know that im the one at fault here. i truly am sorry. if a sorry could fix all the damage ive done i would say it again and again but this is far beyond a sorry problem. " he concluded. suddenly her dropped down to your knees hugging the he cried. " im sorry y/n! i truly am" he sobbed harder. " why ?" you simply ask. " i was afraid. i was afraid that if the group wasnt stable and you and i werent married the kid wont be happy and free . i was afraid im sorry for being the biggest coward youve ever met!" he apologzed sincerely. " oh come on ive seen bigger cowards" you said smiling and getting down to reach your boyfriends level. " i understand. the news it was so sudden it was fair to react like that" you explained but he refused to believe so. " i shoulvdve sat don and discuss things before jumping into rage" he explained as another tear fell. " come on chan. i forgive you. does anything else matter?" you sked. he shook his head. " nothing else matter" he agreed leaving akiss on your forehead and then lifting your shirt to give you a kiss on your little belly. " i promise that both of you will be the happiest people alive" he promised to which you smiled. " i love you y/n. " he said after a while. " i love you too christopher" 

" hey i told you not to call me that! it sounds like im in trouble!" he complained. 
" oh you are in trouble when sana has the proper talk with you" 
" please y/n save me i cant survive another sana's lecture!" he begged to which you giggled

everthing seemed perfect well at least for now

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