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I searched early this morning for some rented properties for onika and zaya. As much as I wanted onika to stay with me I know her child comes first, and she needs a secure place to stay in her name.
I planned on taking zaya and nika out on a family walk in the morning. After that I would be seeing a property that onika could possibly be moving in soon. She sent me all her information and I sent her my findings. She should be out by the end of the month.
Around 10:00 I freshened up and packed onika and me some snacks like fruit and crackers. It was a nature walk so I brought some peanuts for the wildlife.
" nika I'm on my way love, I'll be there in about 15 minutes" I was driving to robs house with all my stuff gathered. " alright bey we will be ready" she sounded a bit mello like she had been crying all night and she couldn't anymore.
When I arrived she opened the door and gave a slight smile but not her usual bright sincere smile. I took her in my arms and she held me tight, " what's wrong baby" we walked back into the house her still in my arms, I closed the door with my foot. I picked her up and put her on the bed. Tears started rolling down her cheek.
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"Tell me what's wrong baby" I cupped her beautiful face in my palm, she gave me a sweet smile. " I- I'm s-scared......what if- what if you turn on m-me like meek" she was shaking as rivers flooded her face.
" no no baby" I scooted closer to her trying to leave no room. " I am nothing like that man, don't overthink" I lifted her chin with my pointer finger, " what did I tell you..... I'm gonna show you something real, and that's a promise. Your too dear to me baby, I would never, I could never because we are gonna be different. I don't like seeing you cry, you've work yourself into doubt. Don't ever doubt my love or intentions with loving you. You come first." I told nothing but the truth.
She gave a weak smile, but I knew she felt the love, she just needed to stop overthinking about us. We were gonna work out.
" I'm sorry" she said giving a slight laugh. " no darling don't be sorry" I gave her a good kiss, I stood up with my hand out, she gladly took it and came close to me.
