My love

24

Beyonce pov

Noodles
Chicken breast
Canned carrots
2x celery
Chicken seasoning

I read the grocery list going for over 20 items. I looked over at onika. " we really need all of this to survive the week" she rolled her eyes. " yes bey, we need snacks especially since we've been having game nights with everyone and we planned this weeks meals soooo" she said snatching the list out of my hand.

"Ok then..." I said starting to push the basket. Zaya sat in the basket for the first time, onika didn't approve and thought it wasn't safe but what is a childhood if you didn't sit or hang on the basket at least once.

"So we need the things for chicken noodle soup first, I'll make that tomorrow!" She said leaning down and picking up 6 cans of carrots.

I watched as she slowly bent down. My eyebrows raised. She turned around and eyed me making me turn my head and whistle. When she carried the cans it pushed up her bra and made her chest pop out.

My jaw dropped as that was all I could look at.

She rolled her eyes and laughed walking away.

" cmon onika just one kiss!" She started running through the store and I pushed the basket after her making zaya giggle.

She was out of breath by time we made it to the bakery and she turned around towards us trying to catch her breath.

I grabbed her neck and pulled her into a quick kiss making zaya clap.

She always tries to run away in public places... next time ima let her get kidnapped cuz why not.

"Your always tryna show I'm yours in the store bey!" She said moving away from me smirking.

I wrapped my arm around her shoulder and brought her closer as we walked. " cuz you are mine are you not?" I said raising my eyebrows. She smirked at me which made my stomach turn because I love when she gives me that look.

"I am." She tried to shrug it off but deep down she was blushing. I gave her forehead a kiss and then she poked her lips out at me. I gave her a peck in the lips and she smiled happily.

"Yuck." Zaya spat out which made us laugh and get back focused.

"Ok so you get the chicken breast and I'll get the celery, you take the cart, you have heavy items!" I said letting her take over the cart. She nodded and I left to the fresh vegetables section.

I grabbed a bag and tapped a wet vegetable to get the bag open.

(Plz tell me I'm not the only one who was taught this? 😭)

I grabbed the best piece of celery I could find and I put two in a bag. I tied it up and I thought since I was in the area I would get onika some strawberries since she loves them.

I went over to the strawberries and found the redest ones. I found onika and zaya in the chicken section and I placed the items in the cart.

" I got you some fruit, I know you like them." She turned around with a grateful pout on her face making me smile. " thank you baby!" She said giving me a kiss as she placed her items in the cart.

I stopped her from moving away and gripped her ass. She melted at my touch and laid on my chest.

" what's gotten into you bey, your so touchy..." she whispered with a smirk.

"I wanna taste some of your strawberry..." I whispered into her ear licking her lobe after.

She gasped and pulled away from me. She smirked and took control of the basket leaving me.

I caught up to her and put my arm around her shoulder again. " I'm sorry... you just look so good today it's got me acting up." I said honestly.

She playfully rolled her eyes and grabbed my hand that fell over her shoulder. " you might get some later." She said trying to look in every direction besides mine.

"Oh is that so?" I said trying to get her eye contact. She finally gave it and it made my heart stop. She nodded picking up another item. " I just like messing with you baby!" She said kissing me. " you know you can get it whenever you want" she said whispering because zaya was still there. That alone sent shivers down my spine.

She's a bit of a iPad kid though so she doesn't pay attention to our conversations.

We continued to shop for dinners and snacks that zaya claims she loves but never tried.

I packed up the car and let onika sit in the passenger's seat. " can we stop at my moms house really quick?, I haven't seen her in a bit." I asked buckling my seat belt.

"Of course baby, you know my mother's probably there."

I started driving after making sure everyone was strapped in. Onika turned on her music and I smiled at how she sung her little melodies. She swore up and down she couldn't sing but then she belts notes in the car.

After about 15 minutes I pulled up to my mom's house and I got out. Nicki stayed back to watch zaya since she was knocked out.

I knocked and waited for her to answer.

"Hey baby!" She said finally opening the door. She let me in and I gave her a hug.

" hey mama! I was just stopping by I hadn't seen you in a bit." I said going over to the couch. "Girl you know I've just been here, carol has been stopping by, has onika seen her?" I nodded.

" yeah a lil ago... she's in the car watching zaya right now." I giggled.

" you know that child always sleep, that's why I say bring her over any time of the day... she just gon be sleep!" She laughed.

I laughed a little and then a wave of sadness hit me.

" what's on your mind bey... I always know when something's up." She said getting serious.

I shrugged. "I don't know I just-" I looked up trying to stop tears from coming out.

" I took my family to the grocery store today and we had so much fun shopping and running around... Zaya laughed so much... and Nicki and me were being affectionate. I just wish my father was like that you know- I wish he loved me-" I spat out trying not to cry.

" I just wish- I didn't spend most of my life trying to move on, but I've gotten no where. And I'd hate for my zaya and our future kids to feel that way about me." I said tears streaming down my cheek.

She came over and hugged me. "The thing about All of this is that... you've found the one baby, you've found two!" she lightly chuckled. " and I know your ready to give them the world... but you have to fix yours first. And you can do it together." I sniffled listening to her,

" and that's what onika is for... to be there with you, trust me she wouldn't like you to keep all this in. Now as for your father, that man ain't nothing compared to you bey. You're an amazing woman who lives off of joy in others. You got this baby everything's gonna be alright.!" I nodded quickly stopping my tears.

She gave me a kiss and gave me a small cup of tea before I went back out to the car.

" relax baby, I love you!" She said before I left.

I got in the car and onikas face was instantly worried.

" is everything ok bey!!?!? Were you crying?" I nodded yes. " I'm ok though I just shared a couple thoughts to my momma is all" I said smiling at her.

"I knew I heard my baby crying I just didn't know I should go in there!" She said giggling.

I laughed at her craziness and began driving.

" Dont think I forgot about dessert." I said making her smirk.

"Trust... you gon get it, but don't hurt me, you know how you get after your period!"

"Can't make no promises... did you get the whipped cream?" I asked.

" hell yeah."

Also short but hopefully this fills the space for now

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